So I was thinking back yesterday how I was actually starting to get a little cocky at 2NL. I remember writing about how it was fun targeting certain people and taking their money. LOL This blahness that I've been going thru has humbled me. Funny when you are running hot the amount of confidence you have. Ahhh I miss those days.
So I ran 2 sessions yesterday and they couldn't have been any different from each other... with the exception that for the most part I finished EV.
The first session was like the good ole days... man I was getting cards and I was catching flops and everything was working so nicely. Built the chippies up to almost 2 buy-ins then I literally got my Peepee smacked by 3 hands right at the end that put me under.
The river was not too kind to me in all 3 hands. 2 hands made flushes and the 1 hand made a better 2 pr.
Then we run second session and I'm getting kicked around at the tables by everyone. I was being bullied and no one was sticking up for me. LOL I'm looking at the graph now and it looks like I couldn't get any traction in the first 1/3 of the session. Then it looks like I stabilized for the second 3rd of the session before I got my legs under me and started winning by the last 3rd of the session. I was down 3 buy-ins at one point and managed to grind it up to a 1/2 a buy-in in the positive.
With all this said I'm actually pretty confident in my game right now. I'm not confident my cards will hold but I'm confident that if I keep grinding I can win at this game. I don't know if it's that I'm starting to put more volume in during a session but I'm noticing swings during a session now. Could be coincidental but I don't remember noticing it when I was only running 400-500 hand sessions. IDK I think I might just be rambling at this point.
Probably won't get to play tonight as I have to get up early tomorrow to get my daughter to the airport. Probably should put sleep ahead of poker this time.
Anyways: 3:57 hours @ 5-6 tables for 1,890 hands played w/ 0.98 BB/100. I'll actually take it seeings I was down 3-buy-ins at one point.