So couple people at the tables asked me to update my thread, turns out i do have some followers and fans
Sadly i have no good news, the current 100s pool is absolute ****, probably something to do with being January and the current stars promotion allowing recs to try and win a milly for 25$, and therefore i am suffering terribly this month, managed to make like 4k ev so far i think but thats only because ive been playing so much volume and tables. I started off 6 tabling but gave that up after a dowswing and have since just been playing 5. The downswing is evident in the graph.
In terms of my goals i have been failing at those too, only one ive stuck semi regularly too is meditating, i blame my failure partly on the commitment ive been showing to giving stars lots and lots of rake so far this month. My outside life is quite negatively affected by poker if i go on a long downswing, im usually able to keep the two seperate but when games are so **** and your grinding hours a day to make nothing battling regs it can have a big affect on your motivation to do things outside of poker. having said that i am going to a rave tomorrow night with some friends and spending the day away so that will maybe give my mind sometime to reset, and also be one less reg in the pool. Don't all jump at once!
POA: Starting Monday, get my **** together, build a proper schedule, and start achieving goals. Probably best way to do this is to limit myself to x amount of poker a day. Otherwise i can spend all day playing and studying because i have alot of passion and obsession for the game. One thing i have realized this month is there are a lot better ways i can spend my time when games suck, so maybe i will get more studying done this month and hopefully more time in the gym!
Below is month graph so far...... its actually missing like 100 games at the beginning i played on my laptop which i will add at end of month, they were like 100 games BE.