I feel amazing this year!!! Have this vision of what happens when I give my all one summer at the WSOP.
My tournament schedule for now:
Event #29: $1500 2-7 Triple Draw -- June 13
My excitement is to play a lot of cash games. Goals there can be found on my instagram(I'll put in my profile somewhere)... posting very regularly there.
I've been playing poker for 11 years. Loved the game so much the first few years then continued on despite the fire dwindling. The burning desire to play poker is present within me today and throughout the 2018 wsop.
Let's back up a bit. I've gone through many short stints of playing poker in a way. Somehow manage to self sabotage or overthink things leading to a period of stopping. The cycle happened over and over... not taking control of my life and just getting randomness. Sometimes I'd end up broke or in a period of non activity in life leading to the roll dwindling down. Perhaps this is considered depression.
All of that seems like nonsense right now. Like a different timeline. A short while ago I started taking cbd oil and feel as a functioning human being. Feel as if I operated on about 10%... now on 100-120%! Literally feel the wondrous joy of an eight year old child exploring the world! Every moment of the day I'm full of energy and ready to do exciting things!
Let's go back around a year when I first read the book "The Secret". Went broke in Vegas playing 1/2 plo. But some guy told me about this amazing game back home where his friend had 3 +$10k weeks in it... a small omaha game. His home wasn't far from my home and there was this dodgeball tournament there so I checked it out. Applied the methods from that book and won $12k my first week... along with booking 3 +$5k+ sessions in 2-100 spread omaha hi (a game where the max bet is $100 per street unless raised) About a month later used the same techniques to book a $40k tournament score and complete my 10 year long goal of winning a tournament of a major online tournament series.
After a year of somewhat randomness... I decided to take that book out again. Use things that work in the past to experience success in the presence! Surely, there's many books that offer similar knowledge... but it's all the stories that inspire me. Just as I'd love for my story to inspire you.