what games are you playing these days?

100plo.

Another very bad day. Iam fish with computer but Iam very curious to see graph I will study and learn how download the hands to my HM to see my bad luck. I do not know if I run very bad like I think or if it feels I run so bad but in true Iam running not that bad ? Maybe my memory do not register the time I call 3bet with QQT9 and flop is Q32 ? I do not know. Grinding without HUD is strange.

Whatever. Someone make monk statue tribute to me because I did not tilt last 3 days.

Iam grinding almost everyday during corona. Again very bad lucky !!!!! See nuts every single hand I start playing bad because scared !!! Scared to bluff, to make calls, to value bet thin, scared to play plo. It was on my mind this site is rigged. I know it is not rigged, I know this site won't steal a random player from Brazil at $100 tables. But the bad run was big enough to me consider this. I review things in my head and see the site is ok. And I see Iam playing bad and scared that is ridiculous. 1 day off and I will be back playing normal.

My result is $5k up month. Not good, my hourly rate is very small. Iam locked playing all time.

I control tilt very good last weeks but today I woke up in bad mode and almost went to flip. Not today, gamble alowed in brazil only 2021.

Good I see Iam playing bad. Focus to play good.

Faz um tópico no MaisEV seu corno, estamos com saudades de você! Boa sorte na empreitada, tou na torcida!!

Iam playing a lot this weeks, will play tons and tons of hands next 2 weeks. Later I write about poker. Now I come to say good luck to Alessandro Zanardi, a hero who always fight even when seems impossible to fight he keep going.




He is #73 in this picture.


For those who don't know, he was a driver who lost both his legs at Indy race 20 years ago. 2x champion there (tbh not a good driver. but a lion outside the races). After losing his legs he start handbike and I guess he won 12x world title. and while doing handbike race this weekend he crash in a truck. Now he might lose his vision or maybe has brain damage. Or maybe very very lucky and recover well .

vamooooooooooooooooo Alex Zanardi !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Zanardi is a hero and deserve the best. After all how this could happen to him ?

please make this your avatar

Senna my idol

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bbqBPABtrxE

He teach all brazilians to be proud of being brazilian !!!!!

last years LOL only trash, nobody represent me. VAMOOOOOOO BELGICA !!!!!

What if

Played 160k hands this year at PS run 90 buy ins below ev. (I played bad/too nit). ev only 5bb. too pissed to post a graph this bad run seems forever. This year I also played un-tracked sites and my bad run was even worse than at PS. it is ridiculous.

Last year I posted this graph below . Both 1st semester graph same ****.


Depressive. Iam starting to think everyone who is a pro need to be lucky, Iam serious when I say this.

I really enjoy poker. I play for more than a decade and still have fun playing but this days I think about poker and I think ''ah I will lose / I will run bad, know I will''

taking a break. getting better mindset but this bad run cloud is still on my mind, need 1 more week break minimum.
Iam trying new site again when Iam back at poker. I need run normal for few months.

brutal

yeah man, running well definitely a major part of the equation

I was so good
How i turned into trash ?

Sometimes I ask myself ''how I could do this ? WTF ?'' seriously I truly surprised with my own actions. Not in a fun or crazy way. I mean in a very stupid style. and then I remember 15minutes ago that thing was what I most want do in life !!! FML.

U got this urubu! Don't give up. Vamoooo!

vamoooo?

Always. vamooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

ps: i really love your avatar.

i assume you know this, but in case you don't, it's the band Sublime's logo.

Sure, its my favorite band ! I had this sun as my stars avatar during years 🚀🚀🚀

This was my last post… 2 years ago.

I remember that day very well.. i decided it was enough, take control now ! And quitting smoke would represent my new mental version !!!!
I was looking at sky, midnight… with a hash candle in my hands i swear to god “its the last one.. i dont need this to be happy “ … Thats what i told myself before start searching the trash, behind bed for more hahahaha actually i need it tô be able tô take a breath

I was hit by a truck 152x while trying to Cross the streets… try and error zzzzz oooooommm zoooooom little cars racing fast fast fast inside my mind

I quit weeks ago ������❤️

Last 2 years i have been on and off, good and not soo good.. playing busto stakes, poker is hard so i will sell coaching at instagram kkkkk hoje but seriously, i see this fórum kinda dead nowadys.. if you want follow Instagram, marcelog1l1ol1freire , but with letter “i” instead 1.. i never use but plan tô use more now… btw dont expect crazy story there, my family reads, go slow �� i May or May not poker stuff st Instagram soon

Edit: Vamooooooooooooo

Btw
Would be nice tô follow some poker players at instagram tô be in touch with comunity again ❤️ Any sugestion ?

I forgot almost everyone haha

Shark_fish was my acc that i created while I didn't remember this acc password. Im doing an AMA at NVG ...

Later I will update this thread with goals to october and last months of the year.

subd bc i remember ur old thread gl urubu.

Saw that you're online today urubu. I have read your thread and hope you're doing well! VAMOOOo