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Originally Posted by 4bet20x
I wish I had the balls to do what you're doing. I have too much anxiety/social anxiety to sleep in my car and shower at a gym.
Subbed. GL!
The good thing about Planet Fitness is that it is open 24/7. I would be less likely to go during the day when it is busy, but between 11pm-4am it is so chill. There are maybe about ten other customers at any given time.
I don’t have anxiety in general, but I guess I do have social anxiety according to the “medical field”. When I was still in college my parents sent me to a psychologist, who proceeded to medicate me. After several months I quit playing mickey mouse games with the “DR”, and went cold turkey off those BS poison pills. They did nothing positive for me; only bad side effects. I had chronic thirst, a slowed down metabolism and I couldn’t maintain erections during sex for a couple years after I stopped taking the medications.
I am able to function competently enough socially for my needs; now that I have learned some truths about myself and mankind in general. I have finally realized that I am not “normal”, and that is okay. I am not happy being in large groups, meeting new people, or when in most public social situations. I am happy being alone for long periods of time, with occasional interaction amongst a small group of family or friends. A compatible female companion and pets are perfect for filling most all of my social needs. I used to never be happy bc when I was alone I mentally beat myself up for not being like everybody else. It is also easier to go out in public when I remind myself that strangers don’t really give 2 ducks about me or what I am doing. Yeah they will take a glimpse of me and judge in their minds for a few seconds, but after that they will go back to their primary focus; which is 98% of the time on themselves.
Maybe I’m missing something here, but why do all humans need to be the same? I consider myself as being closer in nature to that of a panther rather than a baboon. To an outside observer though, I might resemble something more like a giant sea slug if we are going by appearances.