Hello guys

I did it again LOL

I deposited 50$ and felt ready to play poker again, I started with some 2NL again, I was going up slowly in 2-3 days and I unlocked some bonuses / rake back / got my bankroll up to 100$ <3 LOL finally again 5nl shots.
I started to hate 2NL I'm already profitable there In like 40,000 hands maybe. I said to my self I'm playing 5NL till the sky or till im broke lol so here is what happend in 5NL normall tables in like 3 days sessions:



I run good and I may say that I played the best poker of my life this 3 days, I'm f***ing crushing 5NL here is my all time graph of 5NL :



So here is where i repeated the same mistakes like before, im readiny my last post right now and i feel like sh*t because i always do that stuff.... I start good, I start to crush, and then few moment later everything go downhill.....

I'm sitting with 200$ bankroll and i say to my self why not ? why not 5 shots of 10nl zoom ? Why not again zoom ?

BOOM TILT <3



I have never ever tilted on regullar tables, I just open 6 reg tables, play 30 min, open 2 more , play 1 hour on 8 tabling, close 2 tables, play 30 min on 6, i finish the session, I take a break, come back after the break to play again one more session like that and end for the day, come back tommorow and repeat it ... 2 to 4 session per day it depend of the time i have...

WITH THIS ZOOM THING when i was down 50$ (5 buy ins ( i freaking opened 5 tables of zoom at one time LOL It was a completly disaster, I played like my friend Riki every hand and try to chase my loses....eventualy i gone down to 100$ - 90$ .... then blew my bankroll again on spin and goes and zoom again trying to come back at 200$ and " start again where i was before the mistake"

I feel really weird, not because the money i lost the 50$ initial deposit i only play with money i can afford to lose now not like in the past where i was a slot machine addict...but still feels really bad because 200$ bankroll rolled for 5Nl was really great opportunity to start print some money at least 300-400$ per moth i would be more then happy.... but i blew that away again...

ENough of complaining, I hate to complain but i had to do it somewhere lol

Next steps ?

I love poker, I will be back again, but i will take a break few weeks, i will try to deposit next time again and be prepared this time about the mind game like i have never been before, right now i cant afford to deposit even 50$ so in the future when i have opportunity to do it...

" I might be at the bottom again, but I dont plan to stay there "

I'll be back

GL ALL !!