i was in my bed for 2 hours trying to get some sleep but my brain decided to react on being in horizontal position like it is taking amphetamines, so here I am, i rolled a small one and decided to put serious monthly recap here.
today i woke up earlier, didnt had a lot to do so i started playing @11am... in no time it was 9pm and i was still firing timbeys but had close to no clue what i was doing so i decided to stop registering. another + session:
lost HU to an really bad player, he was actually kind of guy that goes with it when he has it, but he had it every single time on the river,on 300 hands wtsd 70+ or smt. i was in 2-1 chiplead and he punted by 3b shoving 38bbs with A9o but made it trough my TT, and after that we stacked @ A73ss my A8o vs his AK and that was it, but overall im pretty happy with another day in the green.
Monthly recap ( October )
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Originally Posted by nomalice
GOAL: PLAY 800 MTTs IN OCTOBER
so at the start of the month i decided to put up more tables/longer sessions with smaller buyins ( my ABI was like 23$ ) and i sticked to it no matter what and i managed to make
RECORD MONTH volume wise in 15-17 sessions played . since my avg this year was under 500/m that feels really great, and i think i can manage to keep pace like this pretty eazy in next couple of months.
think im playing pretty solid altough i was making some spazzzzs in the beggining due to more tables that i was accomodated to
winamax winrate being at 12evbb/100 and pokerstars at 7 which i think is pretty awesome on solid samplesizes and considering number of spilled tourneys on stars in the beggining of the month.
this kind of hc grind gave me much more selfconfidence and much more belief in my game. i think that theory-wise im not excelling it any part of my game but im pretty damn strong overall with many different stacksizes. few months ago my sessions was like i wasnt even registering tourneys with 1st prizes less than 1500$, which resulted in playing high variance big fields and in few 500bi+ downswings, and now im fighting for hotter 4.40 like it was sunday milli. i really like that i finally managed to find my somewhat forgotten killer instinct, and i know how it sounds but idgaf since im so pumped up for next(this) month pokerwise
i was also watching pekson playing z200 session live @stamparija and its not the first time, since we were roommates, but for the first time in my life i was able to completly understand everything that he was talking about the game, so that also boosted my morale
I have some plan in which I'll start going to the gym or something,but i ll first try to make 10 short trainings at my home because of the ego i-dont-wanna-embarrass-myself-first-day-@-the-gym thing which i dont think is true and that that is actually procstranator in me making ammends,but whatever, i ll crush him eventually.
November goals:
1. 800 mtts
2. 10k profits ( i feel it pretty strong
but i wont sweat an eye if i dont make it )
3. 10 trainings
4. Less weed
5. 5 days totally off the PC with <3 bears
Last edited by nomalice; 10-31-2017 at 10:28 PM.
Reason: a lot less weed