GL and keep crushing.

What stakes are you currently playing?

@CryMeARiver17
Thanks dude! Only up to nl400 I was going to move up in stackes last weekend but I am runing like **** and I have to wait for better run.



Just back home. It's 4:20 AM in Poland. I don't remember when I was soooo happy. Today I won't sleep tooooo much. Every problem I had should be gone to Thursday. My brain work like crazy mo-fo I don't remember when was the last time I was thinking so clearly. I know I want to get most of it. I won't post anything to Thursday. I have to rethink everything and it seems most of my problems gonna be solved.

I'll make two days break from Poker. My results since 07.05

I know that nothing magic happen and suddenly form solid winning player I didn't become solid losing player after holidays. But variation has bigger impact on my game it should so I'll just make a two days break.

Made a rest. I spend almost all Satuday away from PC. I thought I rested but it's so frustrating to lose hand after hand after hand.... I am still losing. I played 4 session will play one more and I am done for today.

He came with 29bb

http://weaktight.com/6742977

http://weaktight.com/6742973

25 hands latter he went away with 700$ of mine. Today I went broke on two rooms. Alliases on on pt4 doesn't work. I never was in worse mindset shape. At least I finded out one thing that I can really improve. I was only focused on how much hours I put in poker. It was like 10-14 hours of work every single day. I woke up, went work, went to gym, work, went to sleep. In the meantime I made short breaks but was working all day long. It's very frustrating when you work whole day to lose money.

Since today I made a limit how much hours I can work to focus only on most important things. I've read about: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parkinson's_law and it seems very fine for me. This month seems like that. I am down probably around 2.5k but I can't add aliasses next thing to tilt the hell out of me....



At least I have around 1.5k$ from rakeback this month so it won't be as bad... Anyway I spew some money each day because I just can't handle all those situations. I have just to do my work it will pass.....

Can't remember when I had winning day xD So much won!

Yeaaaah! Keep going!

@Duo41
I'll

enough poker for today

Today:


Terrible month but at least I've earned some money



This month was very tought for me. I think it was hardest of all months. I am ashamed about my lifestyle lately. I was eating a lot of junks was playing computer games a lot and didn't read anything. 3 weeks ago I ate 14 pizzas in a week. That was the moment when I said: "**** it, I can lose but I won't live that way". I felt bad so I was playing dota 2 and was eating pizza or other crap. I told my roomate that if he's going to see me ordering pizza I give him 100 pln. Week latter I told him that if he see me playing in Dota 2 one more time in my life I also give him 100 PLN. It works great for me. I love win I hate lose so when I have problems with something I remind about punishment and I do my job. I've seen it in Champions Stand Up One More Time and since than it works great for me.

I've lost 3 kg in 2 weeks. I have very strict and extreme diet. I work out 4 times a week again. I get better. I eat a lot of vegetables with meat, a lot of eggs, fish. Anyway Polish Goverement took 50$ in taxes for 80$ worth sumplements that I've order from America..... I realized how everything is changing. Two years ago I've been to Germany and it was all. Now I've been to Amsterdam, Prague, Budapest, Valencia. I am also going to Croatia this month for BPC metting with Gordon, Hans, Rovar and Daniel. We are going to have some life coaching, some talks about BPC company, how to improve Rake Back supports, how to grow company and other things. If it wasn't enough friend aggred to go with me to Columbia in September.

A lot of changes. I always wanted to travel around the world. The funny thing is that all of my travels was rather cheap. Travel to Valencia costed me 3 euro 50 cents. I've been to Budapest by flight for 5 $ or so. Prague was also cheap. I'll probably spend like 1000 euro for 3 days in Croatia but it's my first more expensive travel.

Sounds like you are back on the right path! Your month went out ok, sure it's not the best month ever, but boy, you earned money... 1,4k$ isn't too bad.
Maybe it's an option to buy supplements in Germany or other places in europe, should be cheaper than paying that much taxes.

Your plans look great. It's always a good idea to connect with other players from different countries and to travel the world. I would love to see some pictures and a little review after you went.

Keep going!

@Duo41
Yeah I'll definetelly change suplements. I won't pay those ****ers 3/4 of the price in taxes. Definetely I'll post some photos



First cheat day:


So far I ate 2/3 of this. I can't play anymore becuase I am feel like pucking. I want to go crazy with calories today to test how big of impact it will have on cutting fat.

Today's graph:


Almost last month in one session.

Seems like you enjoyed your cheating day. It's probably the best way to eat as much of this crap as you can, so you don't want to eat anything bad the following days.

Awesome day! Which limits did you play?

Keep up the grind!

@Duo41
Thanks I like it. Nl400 in next days I should ship at nl600.



I am not happy with my results. Just eneded grind I have commitments and still a lot of work to do.

almost fall sleep but I remind myslef it's still 30 min Spanish left.... Great I'll go to bed at 5:20....

esto es ridiculo!

Dady's home bitches!

Damn I have to do this Spanis lessons as one of the first things. I was so exhausted after grind sessions that I was checking facebook of strange ppl for like 30 min before I wrote this post.... Still 30 min left I am tiered like **** so I am gonna start learning just after it.

Spanish done, poker done. I learn to multitable it's pain in the ass to 3-4 table. I get exhausted soooo easy but it's going to increase my hourly even that my winrate will go down.

got owned

I go back to posting at Tuesdays, Thursdays and Sundays at English blogs. Have to go back to work still Spanish left.

Yesterday was pretty hot:


I have briliant idea.... I am doing Spanish and blog posting early in the morning. I don't like it that muuuch because I rather prefer to do the most important things in the morning like grind or working on my game BUT yesterday at 2 AM I could just relax and it was awesome. I didn't need to care about any BS it's just awesome. Will definetely do it more often

And btw I ****ed up my leg and arm yesterday at the gym xD It's not muscle soreness anyway I feel pretty fine and it's small injury. Unfrotunatelly it's part of working out. In the evening I am going to hang out with one chick, I wonder how is she in private life.

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Yesterday:


Not something amazing but still something fine. Spanish is done. Blog post is done. I like it much more to do it that way I can relax at night. I have to work on my sleep a bit more. Kind of angry because something bad happen bot with my web browser and my phone.

When I learn Spanish I don't heare words, something screw up in browser I had this issue once on old laptop and it came back. Also when I watch a movie on YT or other site it frezzes for 1s few times. Phone display sometimes "wake up" This soon of b.tch can work all night and when I wake up it's done and my phone didn't wake me up with alarm. It happens 3rd time this week. Those ale small things but very distractive for morning work routine.

This month so far:



One night I went out to drink with my best female friend and she took her female friend. I go back to home earlier at 3:30 or so. I realize that idea of her making ONS with someone else wake me awake for whole night. I told my roomate that I have to call her and ask her for date otherwise I'll give him 50 PLN (gave other 50 to other friend) I hate word: "date" so it was even harder. I've called her and told her what I felt. I told her it's kind of weird because I treat her like friend but thinking about her doing ONS with someone else was killing me and I was awake for whole night because of it. I said her I'd like to take her on a date. She laught. I thought WTF but I got it in a minute, it wasn't the way how she lughs. She was very nervous. She told me she will call me latter on and we will talk about it.

I felt gr8. Four years ago I couldn't say anything direct to this girl. She was the one who makes me breathless. It pased. But still it was very hard for me. I did my job. She called, now she was very nervouse. I was making jokes about it but come one! When she call me, she can talk for like 20-30 min non stop. Back then we were silent for 3-4 min, then we said two phrases then again we were silent for 3-4 min. It ended up that she didn't say anything about it latter on but she started to call me every single day. She founded out I end my work at 2 AM and she founded out that I can't talk at non so she start to calling me at 2 AM every night for week or two and all was fine, until she stars doing something I trully hate. She start talking about her male friend she met. Idk she wanted to make me jealous or what but I truly hate it. When my ex wanted to make me jealous talking about some sisy that she met in a bar I ended up at female friend home and I stayed with her at night. When they do it before anything start, well it was nice to meet you

Anyway she was talking something about it so I just found new girl. It took me like 2-3 days. She called me yesterday and asked do I want to go with her to the gym with jaccusi for free. I was preparing for gym myself so I thought that it's nice idea and off I went. I must say I was amazed. Usually chicks just "blah blah blah, I am tiered blah blah blah" I wish they would say at least: "Please don't force me to do those squads. I can do whatevery you'd like." Anyway it's usually end that way but first you have listen this bitching for a loooong time.... She was different she was doing everything and as you probably know you have to show girls very exactly. What means touching them everywhere to make the right moves (it's funny but with male friend it looks like that: "dude watch me, do it like that" but when you explain the same thing to girl you do "ok I'll help you, come closer" (you grab her hips and do all the exercsie with her)) After our session I was so turned on. She saw I was thinking about something and she asked me about it. I told her usually I am a bit turned on after gym, but now I am very. We were making fun that I'll watch her ass growing (while doing quads) and so forth then..... jelousy strikes again!! I just couldn't believe it xD

I think she will always screw up something xD At least it's good. I went home earlier that I planed and was working more. I just chilled for today evening. Btw I remind myself funny thing. I've seen a picutre with a man cleaning the house. Below there were phrase with something like that: "The fastes cleaning machine is a man who suppose to get laid" With this new chick we were scheduled at 19:00 I've called her today and wanted to ask about making it a bit latter and she asked about 21:00. SOOOOO MUCH WIN! Most often that late meeting end up in one way. Anyway I need to be prepare for everything so I have to clean my room today. I am very very courius about it. Right now it seems she's hitting on friends with benefits. Damn it's sooooo good it's gotta be true. It's gotta.....