$60 put on pokerstars pretty much all my money lol bar £20
negative lifetime on pokerstars over the years ive played gambled here poker sports casino whatever =
this
$7404/£6152 both deposits and cashback
£4339
= -£1049/$12095
goal recoup this before autumn somehow
rules no casino games, no sports bets, no tournaments, no zoom games, no spins, no sit and goes, and no omaha pokergames at least for time being, and no not using bankroll management and winging
first step goal beat 5nl make $50 here then if winrates 18bb and standard deviation is 120 or less if got $110 in account take a 5buyin shot at 10nl (not sure if im using counting chests rakeback yet towards bankroll challenge undecided) why 18bb?
cause this pic i found of winrate distribution i plugged it in pokerdope with 120bbdeviation came out at 12bi bankroll if winrate isnt that ill keep playing till the reached next goal which is basically
18,8,5,2.5 and 1.5bb is how im planning the bankroll management base it on these winrates and +5buyins to try shot stake, cause of this pic i found googling
its also partly why not bothering with mixing omaha games in for now will make it harder to gauge what to do or other sites for that matter
i know they say not to be money minded or have monetary goals or whatever in poker but i kind need to now otherwise im just gonna keep gambling dumping setting money on fire and money i need too, also i dont buy believe that **** they say either or they wouldnt use bankroll management theyd just gamble it up with enough to sit the tables each time as i did, or put whole roll account over few tournaments.
i need to learn to care about the money or ill keep repeating deposting redepositing, will give me reason for bankroll management, reason to not gamble etc and a clear goal, also need to stop tilting so bad and spewing
first night short session really late night morning
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2UOY1JeFvAw