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Originally Posted by Grind4Kebab
Great first post!
I'm old too for the world of poker. You sound like you put yourself down, and maybe you're overdoing it for the comedic aspect of your writing style (which is very enjoyable); but if I'm correct then I think confidence counts for a lot in this game, so maybe that's been where a lot of your struggles lie.
Anyway, I'm speaking from experience as I have recently had somewhat of a resurgence in my game. I used to dwell a lot on 'wasted' years too; but we can't go back now so there's a lot of positive things you can focus on like finding the most efficient way for you to improve in this game with the time you have. Maybe changing to cash games is going to be what you really need at this time; and is more suited to your skills and experience who knows.
GL, rooting for you.
You are correct, sir. I've always struggled with low self-esteem and a lack of confidence. I'm an introvert, and was very shy growing up. Doesn't help that I'm 5'8", 135 pounds, so I don't have much physical presence. I don't fit in with the alpha-male types. That's why I started my journey years ago by focusing on my mental game - my confidence, in particular. I realized that I often felt intimidated at live tables and let fear prevent me from taking risks. I'm also not a gambler. I enjoy the strategic aspect of poker but I don't enjoy taking big financial risks.
The confidence aspect of my game has improved a lot but outside poker I'm still not the most confident guy. It is what it is.