Okay.. quick first week update. Yeah i am so rusty. The things that came to me intuitively just don't really come to meso easily anymore. I'm hoping its just a it takes time sort of thing, but yeah long breaks from the game really discourage me because i have really bad long term memory. I'm by in no means bad or anything it's just the small things I was doing (timing, probing in spots people are weak in, I'm not really feeling like I'm taking advantage of them anymore).
I primarily played 2/5 this week and averaged aroudn 3-4 hours a day. I dont know how I used to play like 12h+ days i think that's just something too that I need to get accustomed to ive found it super difficult to play for extended periods of time. I'm gonna stick to what im doing and re-start drilling spots consistently, I think it's just a confidence thing and studying will get me back to peak performance. I used to pride myself on instantly knowing what to do in a spot but im finding myself second guessing myself a lot, especially in deeper spots.
With all that being said, it's gonna sound like im crazy given my results this week because i did well i won like 20 bis at 2/5. I ran really well, which im also just not used to lol. Just barely put in enough volume for this sample to matter. here are the results for the week!