I forgot to mention I actually played roulette on Friday night too and won $300. So the roll was $1100 when yesterday started. Now it's $400.
I still do have an $1150 tournament ticket that I won 2 years ago and if the casino honours this and gives me a cash refund, that'll be a nice boost to my bankroll.
But otherwise I have just $400.
Feels ****. I think I might take a few days off poker and posting here tbh. I need to sort my life out. Need to change my sleeping pattern, start doing exercise, get into the habit of cooking food at home, etc.
Eventually I'll go back to poker and grind either small stakes live or micro stakes online. But for now, I need a break from the casino walls and from gambling.
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Originally Posted by MastaAces
well, this isn't a chock to anyone but yourself. the only part of the story that is confusing to me how $500 is half of $800 and how you managed to not lose it all. my guess is you didn't have any more cash on hand, thus had to quit.
have you told your wife about your problems or is she under the illusion that you're a poker superstar? when are you checking into gambling anonymous? maybe AA is a good idea alongside it.
Yeah my wife knows everything. I'm honest with her. She's obviously not thrilled about me losing so much $$$, but she still supports me overall.
Nah I went to gambler's anonymous once and it's a cult. It's a bunch of 50 year olds who are addicted to the pokies (slot machines) who believe that a higher power is in control of their life... I don't buy that **** at all. I'm all about personal responsibility. You control your own life. I also believe that you need to find a distinction between +EV and -EV gambling and it's unfair to lump poker into the same category as slot machines.