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Originally Posted by 6bet me
Quitting Poker Indefinitely
I don't think that poker is really getting me what I want. It's not giving me a sense of happiness or fulfillment anymore. It's not building up my resume and earning me respect from other people. Yes, it's earning me decent money, but that money comes through the form of a 100 buyin rocket to the moon that makes you feel invincible, followed by a 35 buyin knife to the spine that cripples you. It's not a slow, healthy progress of results. It's a stressful, unhealthy endeavour where you don't always feel rewarded for the work you put in. It's hard to feel good when you wake up at 5am, grind for several hours and lose $1k, to make your 9th losing session in a row, and people around you tell you to suck it up or quit.
Great decision to quit poker. You don't have the mental fortitude or work ethic for it. I guess a lot of people don't, so nothing to be ashamed of.
You really need to evaluate where you are in life and make some tough decisions.
- You're married, 26, and live at home
- You have no income
- Your poker winnings for the year would put you at the poverty level in most developed countries
- You have no marketable skills
- Going to college again won't really solve any of these issues
You aren't an 18 year old kid anymore. You are well into adulthood. It is time to grow up. Get a job, any job, for now and start putting together some work experience and some money. Stop leaching off your mother, support your wife, and then get into a field that interests you when things pick up again.