Hey guys, Was going to write here for two weeks. But something always was stopping me. I guess as usual- you need to run bad to come here and cry like a girl
So I was working a lot. I took just one day off in two weeks period, also worked a lot on strategical and theory stuff. Obviously burn out came and I decided to take day off and went to play home game. I ran like Aids and lost all flips, non flips. You know when you go all in and said straight, but guy asks how high straight is, you understand that your bottom straight is not making you happy anymore :|
Fianally I booked 4BI loss and I hate losing.
ANyway this is where all my bad luck started. I started to lose every flip and get setup over setup. Obviously I developed major tilt problems. SO I decided to take couple days off and went to visit wife parents. It is cool place away from civilization. 250km from my home. After rechargin my batteries I came back but luck was still the same :| I lost my confidence, I started to tilt a lot. But then after graph reacdh this I stopped and analyzed situation.
And actually everything looks fine. I am winning but it is just bad luck. But now worst thing is that due of bad luck my game suffered, I started to tilt, to play too much tables. to rush my decisions. Nothin is wrong yet. It would be much worse to climb back from -10k like I did last month, not just climb higher from 0. So I need to calm down, to play less tables- especially when my VPP pace is in very good condition, I am likely to reach my VPPs in very early december.
So yeah, everything is cool, need to calm down.
With this fresh mindset I went and started recording video for my friends, for myself. I played just 4 tables there, mostly 1-2 reg + rest of zoom. Everything was fine untill I closed the video and lost one BI. Explotion was instant. Blood rushed into my head. I didn't see anything. Very quick decisions. Click Click CLick and after few seconds knowing that you did wrong thing. bluff desperately. but it is too late. What is done it is done. Luckily managed to win back those BIs bus the way I did is unforgivable. Everything was so bad and so frustrating there, including couple swings up here and there- everything was fancy. So I tilt quit then.
I decided to calm down, prepare my video. upgrade my PT4.
Bad luck didn't leave me there. After upgradint PT4 zoom HUD stopped working. FML. How can I run so bad? Jesus. Thats frustrating.
Well... Actually I found that it can be even worse!
So I am against illegal software so I decided to find free program to convert and compress reduced AVI file. And... I got some malware installed with it...
After playing arround till 5 morning and coninuatuion to work today, it looks like that I finally fixed the situation. But I afraid to do anything with my luck.
Maybe I should not go outside today? WOuldnt be surprised if lightning would me strike
. TWICE!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mjI8AxZnrx8
Sorry guys for that chaotical text, but I am very outbalanced now
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Originally Posted by BatDoge
I'd recommend that walk that some older asian women seem to do, where you cross your arms behind your back, doing that while I take my dog out has done some good for my slouched/rolled shoulders
Thnx bud. Actually I am doing this and I like it!!! :d