"Coloradhoes and pricey room service"
I thought I wasn't going to be drinking too much, at least for a while. Then again, I've thought a lot of things, and I only drink when the occasion insists upon it. I thought I was going to finish college. I thought I was going to be unsuccessful at life at one point, before college. I thought I'd play professional tennis. All of which, "thoughts" being the keyword, mean nothing, zilch, nadaaaa. E.E. Cummings once wrote; "To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle, which any human being can fight, and never stop fighting." Thoughts are figments of your imagination, and since they're your figments, in your exclusive, yet made up imagination, they are yours and only yours to establish your own boundaries upon. Picture a huge and mighty horse, with a weak rope tied around him, that's also attached to a lawn chair. The rope can't possibly restrict him by the laws of physics, but can it mentally keep him in place? Until he releases the barriers that only exist in his little horse mind and tries to pull away, yes it most definitely can. And it will.
I look to the right, followed by a glance to the left. The sun reflects in, illuminating the already bright bed sheets in this unfamiliar hotel suite. I sprawl out with both arms, reaching for my phone without moving, and I hit something hard. It's a near empty bottle of Chardonnay spilling out onto the bed. I peak over the side and notice three more bottles of various champagne's scattered alongside the bottom, all of which, unbeknownst to me at the time, ended up being close to $150 a piece. Underneath one of the bottles which once harbored the apparent liquid gold, is my phone. Great! A few friends of mine decided they wanted to make a spontaneous trip to Denver this weekend, and as you should've noticed by now, I'm not one to exclude myself from spurts of spontaneity. So here I am, replaying the events of the weekend, with a bottle of smart water and a room service menu at hand. A $10 bottle of smart water. You'd think having a keen eye for detail at the tables would translate to reading the fine print price tags of the suite menu. Phuck me. I'm going to Denny's.
"You can stand under my umbrella-ella, ella, ay, ay, ay", are the lyrics I hear blaring from the bathroom and interrupting my gathering thoughts. I met a lovely little number last night during our nightlife hopping. She's gorgeous, with a Nina Donrev vibe that just drives me nuts. The bathroom door opens and she comes out wearing only the towel on her head and her perfectly aligned smile. Life is fun.
Loud dubstep is erupting through this club, the bass is vibrating up my shirt and making my heart feel.. weird, that good type of weird, though. I notice her standing by the bar, lonely, with the occasional club lights bouncing off her face and enhancing her already high cheekbones and highlighted hair. I'm going in. "Hey could you hold this for a moment", I say, as I offer my closed fist knuckles up with my gin and tonic in the other. She looks at it, and smiles slightly. "Well, what is it?" I lock eyes, give her a trust me type of smirk, that screams boss when paired and timed correctly, and keep my hand there.. waiting. She obliges, and I grab her hand, she squeezes, and bursts into laughter. "Oh I must've lost it, I really had something important in there", I say in joking manner. " Oh that's very smooth, what's next? How long am I supposed to hold this"? She challenges sarcastically. "Do I make you nervous?" I say to which she responds, "a bit, yes." Women love being told what to do, alongside a dash of mystery. "Next we dance, then you can let go.. in the morning, if you want", I dictate, impressing even myself in the speed and precision of my offer. I pull her away, she follows, we dance and well.. revert up. ^
I skipped the WSOP circuit. Council Bluffs isn't going anywhere, and I can make the trek anytime. 4/20 was yesterday, and they seem to love it here. I don't, really. I have no use for drugs, never have and never will, but my friends thought it would be a fun adventure and they were right. The mountains were sick, and it was definitely worth visiting. I've never been, and I want to see everything, try most things, so why not right? Similar to the horse I referred to previously, there's no point of staying roped up to a place when there's so much to experience ahead of you. I'm up 4k for the week, without playing Friday and Saturday. This week was pretty good action, I managed to jump into a deep 5/10 that plays pretty similar to the 2/5 here, although the whales are just sitting deeper, especially after midnight when the 75% rule is in effect. I'm pretty confident at that level, but I still want to put in many more hours at 2/5, so that when I make the leap it is permanent and well maneuvered.
I have been contemplating buying a Porsche if I reach my goals for the year, but I'm the pickiest person I know, so a commitment like that would take me about a year or so to figure out. I mean, it took me a few months just to figure out whether I wanted Bose headphones or Beats Executives. I went with the Bose, which was smart, but the point is I'm cautious. HPT starts this week, I'm stoked. I'm not sure what I'll do it I have a 6 figure payday, quit my job and head to Bora Bora, perhaps? Lol.. kidding. Take the risks guys, you'll never know whats beyond that lawn chair until you rip the rope away. Break the barriers, make sure they're calculated, researched, and studied beforehand. Your setbacks make a bigger imprint than your triumphs. Learn from them so you don't repeat them. Cheers.
-B
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