2020 Recap, Looking Ahead
Some of my favorite discoveries:
Emily Mandel's novel
Station 11
The Song Exploder
episode about NIN's Hurt reminded me how epic that song is—both Reznor's version and also Johnny Cash's cover.
I finally watched The Sopranos. LOL at my life!
I can remember being excited for The Last Dance when it came out—and that documentary satisfied, despite its flaws—but the true GOAT doc that I saw was
OJ: Made in America.
Pokerwise, I played 100 hours of LOLive action before the pandemapocalypse hit. It was surprisingly easy to go without playing. That said, I still feel a strong attraction to the game and I look forward to the day when I can return to the live felt. Given how things are shaping up with the vaccine, I doubt I’ll be playing live anytime soon—possibly not till next fall—so I plan to dedicate some time to studying/light online grinding.
I taught three classes over Zoom and tbh it was fine, even preferable in certain ways, thanks to small class sizes that fostered dialogue. I’m a little worried that my next one is expected to have 20ish students—still a small number, all things considered, but much tuffer to keep everyone involved. I can’t imagine lecturing into a computer screen to fifty students with their cameras turned off, or spending all day digitally babysitting dozens of elementary-schoolers and their helicopter parents. Please send some words of encouragement to your full-time teacher friends when you get a chance. It’s been a rough year for many of them.
On the writing side, I made progress on my book—about 80% of a full draft, 300 pages, if I had to guess. There were definitely some tough stretches. A few months into the year, after I’d sent my agent 100+ pages and a revised proposal, she completely ghosted me. Imagine how this non-news might be received: you put in hundreds of hours of work to move a project forward, send things along to the person who’s (in theory) most committed to your success, and instead of hearing “meh” or “you suck,” there’s no response at all—nothing. Unfortunately, this is the way things can work in the publishing world.
At the time, it was tempting to "take a break," to find a new agent, or even, as my housemate casually suggested, to abandon the project altogether. I decided to just keep writing. I'm glad I did. It was liberating to write exclusively "for myself," without any external constraints or expectations, and it reminded me how much I love the process of learning and discovery, which, for me, the act of writing facilitates.
I think I’m done with writing-oriented volume goals, for now. I have an aversion to goal-setting, life hacks, self-help, workism, hustle culture, etc—
even as I aspire to be productive. As I look ahead to this year, I want to focus on the quality, not just the quantity, of time spent working. This is no easy task. As anyone who's seen The Social Experiment knows, our attention is constantly in danger of being hijacked by whatever device we happen to be using.
Quote:
Originally Posted by Craig Mod
“All of humanity’s problems stem from man’s inability to sit quietly in a room alone,” wrote Blaise Pascal. Did any of us remember how to sit quietly, alone, without a phone in hand? I certainly didn’t. By the time the curtain closed on act one of our political tragedy, if there was action to be taken, I was in no state to take it. I had long since lost control of my attention.
So what's the GTO play? Go completely off-grid a la
Craig Mod? Follow Dubnjoy into a remote Tibetan village for a month-long meditation retreat? Say **** it and load up another Netflix dramedy? Tricky questions, for sure.
I do love me some arbitrary challenges—this is the notorious inglorious PGC subforum, after all!—and so I give you
Bob's Books [0/52]
Aside from one year during grad school, I doubt I’ve read more than thirty books in a year, so this will be a fun challenge for me. I plan to keep updating this thread in much the same manner: a little about writing, a little more about books, some obligatory puppy pics, and some poker sprinkled in.
Thanks, as always, to the readers/lurkers/poasters itt. GL in 2021!
Last edited by bob_124; 01-01-2021 at 12:51 PM.