Okey, just played my first session officially part of BPC. I really want to post my graph haha. I think I played decent, considering I went down 2 BI’s very quickly, I still managed to turn things round and book a solid win. Looking forward to the coaching session with the one and only KasinoKrime. Am I dreaming right now wtf! Never would of thought I’d be getting coaching from KasinoKrime
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Check out my graph Session 1:[IMG]
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2nd Session:
These fish have no idea, just how lucky they are. God I’m so pissed right now!!!!Just stick it in with anything and win. Call on paired boards to hit a flush. Chase the world with no odds to hit OTR. To top it off fishcake hits the nuts while I have 2nd nuts and blockers to the nuts, it still isn’t good enough. Curse the Poker Gods, be damned to hell, you do not deserve to be a God.
Sometimes everything just goes against you and there’s nothing you can do to stop it from happening. Or is there? Perhaps, I just quit my session, something I usually don’t do. I don’t even have a stop-loss in place but I feel mentally awake, awakened by my new coach and mentor. I took the red pill and Morpheus aka Gordon is going to show me just how deep the fish hole is.
My old me would definitely have gone on and tried to win back those losses. Perhaps instead of losing 3 buyins i’d go on a lose 15 like so many times in the past. I think I’m getting the hang of it, I have just learned something new. Don’t chase your losses and learn to fight another day.
I know for a fact that I was about to ****ing tilt my money away. By now I know that feeling, we should all know that feeling just before tilt happens. It usually goes something like this: 2 to 3 fishcakes draws out on me at different tables. They seems to be running over the table with 85/45/25 stats, hitting everything under the ****ing sun. Things progressively get worse, all my draws brick and that feeling just starts creeping up on me.
Boooooom!!!! I’m officially on ****ing tilt! So now I’m cold 4betting 3458 ss, and obv repping the AAxx hand on AQT. Obviously you get called and dust yet another stack off. No problem you think, I’ll just carry on in this fashion because well if the fishcakes can do it then so can I. 15 Buy Ins later you wonder if the site is conspiring against you, lol.
You obviously develop short term memory loss and simply forget how bad you just played that last hour. All because you wanted to chase those 3 ****ing BI’s. New and improved me, just quit. Shame on me for not realising it sooner. Money NOT lost is actually money WON.
Disgusting graph
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Session 3:
Got coaching for the very first time and it’s quite an interesting dynamic. Unfortunately it’s group coaching and not individual. Let see how this progresses. At the moment it is more like watching videos at a training site but hopefully it will be different in the future. Maybe I’m being pessimistic but I am not sure how it will improve my game, watching countless videos online hasn’t exactly done me any good either in the past, well perhaps from picking up the basics. It’s very early days though, KasinoKrime is a PLO genius, so I shouldn’t worry too much. I should just listen, leave it in the hands of the coach. I have a lot to learn about PLO. For Christ sake I am not even sure I calculate pot odds correct, I have always just done it on feeling and a rough estimate.
I think my problems have more to do with mindset anyways. Mindset, focus, dedication, motivation and tilt. Of course it helps if one knows how to play the game but that’s not why so many people fail at poker, me included. So that will be a big part of my daily ritual. If one can play tilt free that’s half the battle won. Perhaps even more than half, I mean you can never play your A-game when tilting and you definitely can’t win when you are on tilt.
You can however play your b/c game and NOT tilt and still win. Catch my drift. All about the mindset.
After coaching I logged a few hands and to my surprise I end up in the green for the day. Managed to win 5 Bi’s which is a great result considering my last session.
Graph from the whole day (3 sessions):
Last edited by ImAwesome; 01-17-2016 at 10:26 AM.