well when I need to rant about something blow off steams I just do it here, instead of hurting my GF ( emotionally cause im a tilted ****** ) or feel depress for the rest of the day... 2+2 helps me some sort of resets in my mind not sure how to explain it!
You should approach Jared Tendler about writing a chapter for his next book.
wow just got brutalize hard... this is where I just struggle... like right now im feeling wow okay I wont recover from this and usually take a while before a restart playing... month was going pretty smooth now im so depressed and afraid to play I wanna lock it up still march... pretty patetic
GG poker u got me back to feeling as low as possible
Jesus bro, you pulled down a million dollar score, don't let a downswing crush you. Exercise, hang out with your girl, connect with friends. Play when you are in a better headspace. glgl
try n focus on not yelling at your gf, not being a dickhead, and not making fun of disabled people 1st then work on poker these other things should be your main priority
making fun of disabled people ? i wouldnt ever do that im my life i would actually go the exta mile to help someone in need associating my trolly ragging style online with how I would act IRL is pretty low and out of line and just simply not relevant
sup, played a session today, I reviewed my stats did some cleaning up in my overall ranges, for open 3bets IP/OOP to make sure everything look good and to stop being sloppy and oppening too wide in certain spot so I felt very good about playing again, when you feel you are doing everything right since you just reviewed every positions ranges you wanna play like deciding to take a walk and sunshine hitting you in the face + a sweet breeze to keep you fresh
then I got a pretty standard/annoying spot where I lose a stack...okay no big deal Im feeling great about my game, just variance obv
vs nutsrandom the fake aggro russian who on players looks like he stabs a lot for all the senario where this check raise gets it done it was pretty grim to run into the very top of his hand, not even sure what he does with TT probably fold since population think im a nit , so yeah lose a stack here, but no big deal still doing fine and playing well
but the gameflow seems fine, playing my hands well, my ranges look good still feeling okay even if im stuck early wich is a change from the usual where I would have probably closed the software after 2 BI in the muck
then I get dealt these smallish pot where regs just dont bluff but you kinda have a must call GTO whise ( well im pretty sure I do, im didnt study that much to know for sure ) but just overall grim spot where you pay it off
tagged as a nit, didnt know what was best on turn, did fear the double check raise or give... so I let it ride and got punished
and finally came the big one... exact same spot I talked about early in the thread about regs opening and cold calling cold 4bets... this guy tried even hard to sell he sometimes has QQ checking the flop back im literally there having KK even after the flop check back thinking how the hell he has something else than AA... like why do regs do that ? he was a newers reg 3 tabling so maybe some sort of reg fish but still... why do someone would think thats good... im literally not stacking off with QQ.... the only reason I call off is that doug polk told you have to call with the top of your range ( )
like no jokes next time I see this spot I literally check fold flop or turn with all my range that doesnt beat AA and im posting it here... so if you wanna bluff me open and cold call my cold 4bet and bet 1$ postflop im snap folding and putting the HH here
so yeah pretty sad when you are in the zone and still lose
at least I double got there vs this moron I hate in a 4bp so the sesh wasnt that bad
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so montly result are looking worst and worst but whatever, I feel like im playing better and that was the ultimate goal my volume is like 15k hands anyways look like I was going to conclude anything about my WR in the z500 pool
and finally came the big one... exact same spot I talked about early in the thread about regs opening and cold calling cold 4bets... this guy tried even hard to sell he sometimes has QQ checking the flop back im literally there having KK even after the flop check back thinking how the hell he has something else than AA... like why do regs do that ? he was a newers reg 3 tabling so maybe some sort of reg fish but still... why do someone would think thats good... im literally not stacking off with QQ.... the only reason I call off is that doug polk told you have to call with the top of your range ( )
been studying more than playing after all, think there more value than putting more volume, I will have all march available to grind and study, no poker trips planned for next month as the action he pretty dry except macau but too far and expensif and not EV+ if you dont play all the highroller and I dont feel ready or rich enought for that
feep focusing on improving getting some decent coaching and using tools I never have before starting to realise stuff here and there
like promised, feb graph gonna be posted on march 1st and hope I can build on my first winning month of 2018 ( I know 1 of 2 )