Hi 2p2. Long time reader of the forums, especially the PGC section and I want to start a thread of my own here.

I've been playing poker for years, mainly cash games 6max and HU, I had a big bankroll at one point and then blew it up like a mega-douchebag splashing around irl with cash and now it's time stop being stupid and the make money back.

I've been struggling a lot this year with poker in the sense that I've been battling ****ing laziness. I didn't put as much volume as I wanted, not focusing too much on winning and playing good thus my bankroll is ****, poker situation is ****. life situation is pretty **** as well having large expenses currently involving health problems and 2 cars that I own+ some stupid business ventures draining my bankroll constantly and rendering me unable to move up or at least be consistent with the stakes I want to play which is nl200 and 400. No more **** - I want to work harder at poker and put more hours into playing and slowly rebuild my bankroll and recover. I will mainly update the blog with poker related stuff but once a month I will write about real life situation and what's been going on.

right now I'm sitting at around 10k euro bankroll split on stars and unibet and I have been playing nl50-100 the last few days. I want to take shots this week at 200 if my bankroll increases and everything goes well.

Long-term goals(end of 2018):
- run up a 100k euro bankroll
- move up to 400-1000 and stay there
- Be consistent with volume playing every month from now on and update this blog frequently with results

Short-term goals :
- Grind nl100
- 20k solid Br fo 200
- shots at 400+600 by the end of this year
- Watch a bunch of videos.

Some of the main themes I want to follow when writing here:
- NOT BEING LAZY
- getting **** done
- Not wasting time like an idiot
- Doing what's right
- Making the days count
- Being disciplined and consistent

Good luck. Do you also have a job irl?

No job irl except managing my own life which got pretty messy lately

last month after I started this thread I deleted my browser from the computer and wow has it made a difference. ****1ng facebook and youtube eat up so much of your energy and focus you don't even realise it. I'm also considering quitting drinking coffee to see how that goes and if I can manage to get better results.

last months results were pretty **** and my bankroll starting december was ~8000 euros

this month I want to play like 25-26 days at least. I will definitely be playing during holidays and hope that games will be softer and make something out of it. this is not a time for me to be relaxing or getting time off.

right now I am playing nl100 and nl50. ****1ng nl50 is so ridiculous with whales around everywhere but I still managed to bluff a few stacks at these limits like an idiot and also I have stacked light vs NIT regs in 3betpots with bet bet betting or calling down - this is so bad and so unnecessary I mean it's ****ing nl50 I'm just gonna wait for the nuts vs regs and chase the plenty fishes and whales that are everywhere.