goal 1) stop gambling completely no roulette no blackjack ever again, use bankroll management for poker like really use it and not risky 5buyin bankroll management proper stupid conservative bankroll management and have drop down rules dont play it out till f*cked
goal 2) dont selfsabotage (get somewhere then have punt somewhere either casino games different game format stake and destroy progress completely back to square one all over)
goal 4) play alot, like alot alot
goal 5) learn to beat zoom as not got patience for regular tables no more in truth so need to learn to beat zoom which ive never ever done for any meaningful stretch of time and its not been purely down to monkey tilt or bad money management its been just cause i am bad!!! real bad at it disgustingly so, ive been one of biggest donators there in zoom pools im certain lifetime, gonna simplify loads play like phil hellmuth as zooms just different anyway its not like regular tables so dont think it matters too much
goal 6) try sort other areas of my life out or least make attempts to even if is pretty bleak some of it, and be proactive about it too and persistent as end of day no one gives a **** about you in any meaningful except you so need to least try sort my *****ng **** out
main goals sort my **** out in life or least be more proactive trying to (i was in the past but sh*t happens and it can always get worse so just be positive isnt all that helpful either lol, but at same time no cares truly about it but me as it only affects me really so there really isnt much incentive on others to give a sh*t) side goals learn to beat zoom poker.
put £20 on Pokerstars and starting bottom of zoom not 5nl chose pokerstars cause well zoom there and also rakeback challenges so seems a shout negative of site ****ing huds man stats worse thing about online poker is that and the mass multi-tablers that slow game down tank to fold or kill table quality though is a cap now of 4tables, contemplated ipoker but long both getting on tables and pace of play and no speed there anymore used to sort of run few years ago, (sidenote whats happened Pokerstars software its gotten **** there replayer cards dont show hotkeys and betting buttons are temperamental aswell, anyone know any fixes for that).
