just copying:
So month is coming to end for me unfortunately. might play the odd hand here and there so wont be officially called but likely i wont play again. Volume super low. Started the month with suspected covid? had pretty bad fever with really bad headache for a few days, followed by a really bad cough for about 10days more where i barely grinded. Luckily i didnt have difficulty breathing which is something im terrified of (maybe it wasnt covid? i dno but its everywhere atm in philippines). Dont really know what to make of my month. Felt like i ran pretty bad tbh. Sorry to always moan about it but runouts on ignition are just broken. Rivers just never ending cuck me. Glad i moved off it finally. Really wish i didnt shot 5k looking back now. Just major dump in last couple days around that time even though i wasnt tilted but i feel like my months just always have these big dumps in them so maybe it is tilt without realising it. frustrating end but a win is a win i guess.
Ending month early because my gf is resigning from her job tomorrow. Shes been in a really strict work bubble so havent seen her in 8 months. So just going to chill with her for a few days and will see if theres any weekend vacation places open although thats looking a doubt due to covid restrictions but will see.
So ending this month somehow brings me to 6 months in bitb. No idea where the fk the time has gone. feels like i been here for 3 months only. Maybe im getting old now and time just blurs too much but jfc. time flies. Very happy i joined here. I had a semi-vague goal that after 12 months i would like to hit 150k$ and potentially start shotting 2knl in the last month. The fact i am around there after 6 months i could not be happier.
Have i improved? Hopefully
i dont think i was too bad before i joined, i had like 11bb over 200k hands ( a ton over EV ofc) i think but my game was not structured what so ever and i had 0 understanding (dont have much understanding still but game is much more structured. i still talk like a ****** if need to discuss poker but my brain is broken when it comes to talking poker hands
). The [redact
] which is the first thing everyone learns here was actually insanely valuable for me. It just instantly made sense and added a ton of structure to the game where before i was trying to copy sim outputs without having a clue why it was doing those things (game gets very messy if u dont know why).
The most important thing thats improved for me is mental game. First thing G said to me that biggest thing for me being here was confidence (maybe he says that to everyone) but he was right. If you read my pgc thread, i just hated the thought of shotting 1k again, i was tilting quite badly because i was constantly doubting myself and if what i was doing was correct (was solo before this so i had no idea). I haven't knowingly tilted since i joined so whatever happened to improve that side of mental game i could not be more thankful. I will say that im getting some of the old vibes back now im playing some 2k but i think thats only natural. I think carving out some kind of winrate at 2k will be my limit of whats achievable in poker and im cool with that. Feel everyone is so sick here and has a pretty deep understanding of theory that ill never be able to match. And i definitely have too many bias/leaks in my game.
Plans for next 6 months would be to get 100k hands in at 2knl. No 5knl (didnt enjoy losing that 1 stack very much ). Keep studying. Need to look into rivers again because my sizings compared to what others are playing doesnt match. I would like to get into learning HU towards the end but probably best to stay away from that side of poker if i struggle with theory. but the game looks fun so who knows. I want to say i need to improve volume but happy grinding > volume for volume sake. Need to work out the leak of trying to find every reason to hero hands, huge bias to focus on reasons to call and not more of a structured balance reasoning.. My wtsd is 33.4 so its a bit of a problem. Although difficult to say how much of a problem it is when my w$sd is still 54.
Anyway results: missing 15k$ from smallish amount of hands from acr/PB at 1knl and some rb from the graph. Will be about** 140k$+.** I think i could improve my 1k winrate a bit but will just put that down to running bad on ignition. But over 6bb when i was scared to shot take before whilst im battling all my tables ill take
thx for all the help in the first 6months everyone <3
errrr woops
PokerStars,
Hold'em No Limit - $5/$10 - 4 players
Replay this hand on Upswing Poker
UTG: $1,066.86 (107 bb)
BU: $1,910.23 (191 bb)
SB: $1,045.14 (105 bb)
BB (Hero): $1,221.30 (122 bb)
Pre-Flop: ($15) Hero is BB with K
♠ J
♥
1 fold,
BTN raises to $25,
1 fold,
Hero calls $15
Flop: ($55) 3
♣ T
♥ 6
♠ (2 players)
Hero checks,
BTN bets $25.75,
Hero calls $25.75
Turn: ($106.50) Q
♠ (2 players)
Hero checks,
BTN bets $200,
Hero calls $200
River: ($506.50) Q
♥ (2 players)
Hero checks,
BTN bets $1,659.48 (all-in),
Hero calls $970.55 (all-in)
Total pot: $2,447.60 (Rake: $3.50)
Showdown:
BU shows J
♦ 9
♥ (a pair of Queens)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 27%, Flop: 15%, Turn: 16%, River: 0%)
BB (Hero) shows K
♠ J
♥ (a pair of Queens - higher kicker)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 73%, Flop: 85%, Turn: 84%, River: 100%)
BB (Hero) wins $2,444.10
shitty
PokerStars,
Hold'em No Limit - $25/$50 - 6 players
Replay this hand on Upswing Poker
UTG: $5,330.60 (107 bb)
MP: $5,669.30 (113 bb)
CO: $5,000.00 (100 bb)
BU: $5,050.00 (101 bb)
SB (Hero): $5,150.00 (103 bb)
BB: $5,447.00 (109 bb)
Pre-Flop: ($75) Hero is SB with J
♦ J
♠
2 players fold,
CO raises to $105.50,
BTN 3-bets to $350,
Hero 4-bets to $1,000,
2 players fold, BTN calls $650
Flop: ($2,155.50) 9
♦ 2
♣ 8
♦ (2 players)
Hero bets $710.50, BTN calls $710.50
Turn: ($3,576.50) 7
♣ (2 players)
Hero bets $3,439.50 (all-in), BTN calls $3,339.50 (all-in)
First River: ($10,255.50) Q
♠ (2 players, 2 all-in)
Second River: ($10,255.50) 6
♣ (2 players, 2 all-in)
Total pot: $10,255.50 (Rake: $3)
First Showdown: Board: 9
♦ 2
♣ 8
♦ 7
♣ Q
♠
SB (Hero) shows J
♦ J
♠ (a pair of Jacks)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 19%, Flop: 12%, Turn: 14%, River: 0%)
BU shows A
♣ A
♦ (a pair of Aces)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 81%, Flop: 88%, Turn: 86%, River: 100%)
BU wins $5,126.25
Second Showdown: Board: 9
♦ 2
♣ 8
♦ 7
♣ 6
♣
SB (Hero) shows J
♦ J
♠ (a pair of Jacks)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 19%, Flop: 12%, Turn: 14%, River: 0%)
BU shows A
♣ A
♦ (a pair of Aces)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 81%, Flop: 88%, Turn: 86%, River: 100%)
BU wins $5,126.25
this hand actually annoyed me. Instantly said in my mind ott this is the most obvious JJ after double block. Very nearly checked back river but just couldnt do it. shocked pikachu what he shows up with.
PokerStars,
Hold'em No Limit - $10/$20 - 5 players
Replay this hand on Upswing Poker
UTG: $1,217.21 (61 bb)
CO (Hero): $2,222.00 (111 bb)
BU: $2,429.00 (121 bb)
SB: $910.00 (46 bb)
BB: $2,075.50 (104 bb)
Pre-Flop: ($30) Hero is CO with 6
♠ 5
♠
1 fold,
Hero raises to $48.40,
2 players fold,
BB 3-bets to $175,
Hero calls $126.60
Flop: ($360) J
♣ 5
♦ 9
♠ (2 players)
BB bets $125,
Hero calls $125
Turn: ($610) 5
♣ (2 players)
BB bets $250,
Hero raises to $603.50, BB calls $353.50
River: ($1,817) 4
♠ (2 players)
BB checks,
Hero bets $1,318.50 (all-in), BB calls $1,172 (all-in)
Total pot: $4,161 (Rake: $12)
Showdown:
CO (Hero) shows 6
♠ 5
♠ (three of a kind, Fives)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 23%, Flop: 5%, Turn: 2%, River: 0%)
BB shows J
♦ J
♥ (a full house, Jacks full of Fives)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 77%, Flop: 95%, Turn: 98%, River: 100%)
BB wins $4,149
close one:
PokerStars,
Hold'em No Limit - $5/$10 - 6 players
Replay this hand on Upswing Poker
UTG: $1,035.00 (104 bb)
MP: $1,012.52 (101 bb)
CO: $1,889.65 (189 bb)
BU: $978.51 (98 bb)
SB: $2,244.50 (224 bb)
BB (Hero): $1,057.00 (106 bb)
Pre-Flop: ($15) Hero is BB with 4
♥ 6
♥
1 fold,
MP raises to $25,
3 players fold,
Hero 3-bets to $120, MP calls $95
Flop: ($245) 5
♠ 9
♥ Q
♥ (2 players)
Hero bets $121, MP calls $121
Turn: ($487) A
♣ (2 players)
Hero bets $195, MP calls $195
River: ($877) 4
♠ (2 players)
Hero bets $621 (all-in), MP calls $576.52 (all-in)
Total pot: $2,030.04 (Rake: $3)
Showdown:
BB (Hero) shows 4
♥ 6
♥ (a pair of Fours)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 21%, Flop: 27%, Turn: 16%, River: 0%)
MP shows 9
♦ 9
♠ (three of a kind, Nines)
(Equity - Pre-Flop: 79%, Flop: 73%, Turn: 84%, River: 100%)
MP wins $2,027.04
i know i was usually doing my years from october - october but formatted my laptop to put win11 on it and thought i saved my db that i never. So only got hands since bitb so no year graphs in future
Last edited by AV0995; 08-24-2021 at 09:17 PM.