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Had a change to kiss a gipsy girl at around 16 age in Germany . if someone, she had things together and so often used expression , she was very special .

But what do you know foolish joe?

I've had some experiences with girls who are just happening to be top girls in a way or another . My radar for certain parameters was always on .

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08-27-2021 , 12:47 PM

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Gentleman don't kiss and tell.

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08-27-2021 , 12:51 PM

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Tell something more real? Like money put to somewhere / won from somewhere?

I tell you what , it don't exists , you can't replace a **** of a young boy with usd of an old man / property / whatsoever ,,, This is hard stuff ... You can't buy poker coaching to get experiences with girls .

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Life is hard you have to be not way too nerdy and you need to have something on your mind and you can get somewhere

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08-27-2021 , 12:52 PM

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You can't buy youth

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08-27-2021 , 12:53 PM

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but being young is complex , I wish I had right mentors at the time !

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08-27-2021 , 12:57 PM

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but being young is complex , I wish I had right mentors at the time !

Lot of people wish but it don't really exist , you have to live and make mistakes by yourself and gather experience otherwise it's nothing sadly , money is nothing to you without experience and understanding about life

Step out of your comfort zone any way you can any prize you pay for it it will be a return you would have never imagined .

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08-27-2021 , 12:59 PM

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If you are a reversed guy who has strong morals (judgements of things) and a strong perception but fragile vision of how anything really is supposed to work) .......

Go for whatever feels tempting to you , random flight and trip to somewhere, ignore the money aspect , just go for it , go go go .....

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08-27-2021 , 01:05 PM

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I am religious in my own way. Have seen angels when I had a tough spot.

Perhaps from there can tell if anyone young ever feels the way , maybe do this ... GO GO GO , this is the only answer to it , probably most valuable thing of this blog and nothing that is too much said in this online world anyways .

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08-27-2021 , 01:07 PM

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When young take the risks go for whats on the mind ...

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08-27-2021 , 01:09 PM

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Take the risks .

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08-27-2021 , 01:23 PM

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Crosses to two different things .

The most Beautiful Journey is in my life there when felt absolute presence in certain moment ; to me it was the moment about giving a kiss to a girl I fell in love to first time in life .

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08-27-2021 , 01:31 PM

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sounds very gay .

Is this for real or are you somewhere in whatsoever land Kilju??

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08-27-2021 , 01:38 PM

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sounds very gay .

Is this for real or are you somewhere in whatsoever land Kilju??

I can show you whatsoever land you fagger if you don't take my feelings seriously

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08-27-2021 , 01:42 PM

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My friend from Russia meditates , I'll be sceptical on his progress . I don't think we will see any progress . I keep an eye on this .

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08-27-2021 , 02:02 PM

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I think we need to certainly spread / differ threads at 2+2 with made 100k+ and the one's that are with 1m + etc. as that is what we all look and we need some scalability

Develop the real winners win and losers losers environment

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kz2w...annel=BadtzPhu

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love the trumpets and Donald Trump & the winners but why don't we just try to give everyone else just a change to feel themselves and think if they wanna be part of this kind of wash?

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08-27-2021 , 02:06 PM

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Well top gun for the win anyways!!

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love the trumpets and Donald Trump & the winners but why don't we just try to give everyone else just a change to feel themselves and think if they wanna be part of this kind of wash?

Money not everything to you???

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08-27-2021 , 09:19 PM

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Money not everything to you???

Lol, talked a bit with friends yesterday. Which is positive thing, just asking how they are doing. Haven't really had this that I want to get drunk in past month's and to be honest didn't had yesterday I just drinked.

Is there a root cause / is there a problem / is there something I need help with?

I don't think so much. Some for sure as not being perfect and never will be but definitely need to shift again to enjoy simple life without much drinking as it doesn't really bring anything.

It's like I tried to drive myself a bit crazy, I couldn't. Something great but habits are sticky.

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Habits are sticky. I can go with 2-3 beers some days, but temptations just grow and the desire to be wild is always there, work on replacing it somehow for long term and look more around the happy aspects of the life without alcohol.

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08-27-2021 , 09:28 PM

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Alcohol is a replacement. More you do it the more you replace your life with all feelings all ups and downs to something that is un real, long term it makes a person a walking death, loser with nothing but problems, ignorance and lies. Time to take it seriously ^^

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08-27-2021 , 09:31 PM

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That's very true if it's not in own hands / not enjoying then let go of it . I can't really have it but can have many other things in life. Time to accept, stop drunk posting and relax. Let's not bann me.

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08-27-2021 , 09:34 PM

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Let's not try to rationalize / control stuff so hard. These are young males thoughts / problemacy it changes over time.

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[QUOTE=Kiljusieppo;57287431]Tell something more real? Like money put to somewhere / won from somewhere?

I tell you what , it don't exists , you can't replace a **** of a young boy with usd of an old man / property / whatsoever ,,, This is hard stuff ... You can't buy poker coaching to get experiences with girls .

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This is so true. I'm at right way with drinking alcohol trying to dumb myself down but there is natural ways to cope with thinking a lot. I'm happy and mostly because I took the steps away from the ordinary when had the change. It is very brave and certainly encouageable.

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