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Originally Posted by thespec
Subbed. I love the stream of consciousness style of your journal, it's interesting to read. Take care of yourself
Likewise , thanks .
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I have been thinking of the saying , don't look for success from the wrong places .
Been working to determine what are the right things I need to accomplish in the next 3 years and why .
There is this thing of glorifying higher stake meaning higher reward , which endlessly is not the truth .
To a certain point it does make sense though
Perhaps there is things I don't enjoy doing but I should do, such as adding sites and getting sites that are higher EV by default than stars
Not trying to become The Best Player in the World , but accepting I could achieve higher hourly and same or more income than grinding huge hours of zoom 200 or 500 by trying to learn to multisite
I hate multisite its tough
I have low interest to learn much poker related things anymore
I keep getting elder and this will only get worse
Can it be so tough to say , capped to 1k and just play like 4 tables same time maximally
how will the swings affect me
As bad as before but so it is with other people
How much there is colluders , cheaters and just in general mafia players at the 1k games plus who share everything just as I do here
Endless amounts
Thats the thing ... Zoom is really good , just not the 500 mostly , mass tabling the 200 with my skill is not a bad deal at all , 40/50 usd hourly for long hours plus 5 or 10 from bonuses , guys who play the 1k & 2k mostly slack volume .. Have mafias etc real time solver dudes . Like just imagine be part of some group who keeps you on track of winning at 1k nl and you are the top dude because you put all the hours in , best case your 100 usd hourly is 75 usd hourly worst case something different and most of your day you don't have the games you really wanna play
Who wins at GG poker 1k plus. I have a friend who has done well there.. I know some people do.. I am sure stars is not that different, GG insane rake .. Stars mostly just playing regs to wait .. And for some % everywhere there is a guy who learns the best strategies by paying from his profits to some dudes who run the sims for him , mafias and their calfs.. I had lamb for dinner though...
Success stories or monthly variance is always something everyone is interested in . Long term results or hourly ... hmm..
Likely I need to look in the mirror and ask , how hard am I trying
How big of a % of my bankroll I really even invest to poker
How many sims I do run in a day
How committed I am to get better every day
I could jerk off over these questions , I am really doing next to nothing and still winning at step below mostly
WTF am I doing
trying to invest or stockpick be somehow in crypto
Worst is all of this still giving some mediocre results
Even I go completely insane drunk every once in a while!!!
IMO . this tells me just that the competition is very weak
I need to sell the stocks get my capital together, really do sims , play , dedicate , focus , stay sober
Look
In the area of poker , for me trying to accomplish something like just playing zoom 200 it means passivating myself
In the area of investing looking to do something like selling it all means giving up on passive income
In the area of coaching people choosing to not coach means denying to really give great value to other people and denying to take profit of doing it
Best results come when doing a little bit of everything increasingly but nothing too much