Apologies for my absolute blow up post, wasn't in a good place. I do think that this is a very good indication that my mental game isn't anywhere near where I though it was/where I want it to be. I'm going to read the mental game of poker which has been suggested to me and see what I can find! Also had some good chats with some great players for guidance.
In other news I have been offered an unconditional offer onto the integrative course!! Absolutely delighted with the news as things are really going the way I was hoping in terms of therapy. As part of this new course I will be going into a group with only 10 students. They are also all women. It's a very female dominated profession but I will definitely miss having men's views on things. Also I have to participate in personal therapy. Mixed feelings about this, but I'm sure it's gunna be an interesting journey
Lastly we lost footie tonight 7-4. Smb is in Vegas which is pretty much the reason we lost, so **** you Stevie, **** you.