Weekly Update
Another tough week. I dropped to 50z a month ago to win 10 buy ins to gain some confidence back, but instead of doing that I've just been on a downward trend down. I have to admit it's finally starting to get to me mentally. I had a 200z friend of mine review my sample and there has been some mistakes for sure, but he says nothing too bad. It's tough to believe that though when you just keep losing for so long. I'm about 120k hands from peak. I feel like I must be doing some things wrong, even though stretches like this are rare but possible.
On the bright side I continued to fire some mtt's this week and I ended up winning a small one and final tabling another. I'm having fun playing them. Since there are a lot of recreationals and I have no idea what I'm really doing in the 25-50bb stack depth it forces me to be a lot more creative and exploitative.
I knew a downswing would come again eventually, but it's still tough. There is nothing I can do but to keep putting in volume and study and eventually things will turn around.
In 3-6 months it will be a good story since I'm documenting the journey. I promise to not be like so many people and once the downswing hits they stop posting and say they don't have time or don't see a reason to post when in reality they just stopped winning.