not so great.. lucky on ev, but the dowswing was sick... if i would run really good i would win like yesterday... but its ok... tomorrow ill play more, maybe ill buy some new shoes cause i have to .. lol... last 2 day i made small rake, tomorrow no school, i hope to make more..

-19596 -41days

good luck tomorrow! Looking forward to an epic graph with much rake glgl

Gl sir! Grind the variance away!

not played that much.. i took a rest after losing 700€ (playin not my a-game and of corse being coolered) in 15 min at certain point, then at the end i quit cause i wasnt playin my best... ok for today, maybe tomorrow ill play more..

ty, not too much rake today

ty!

-18933 -40days

today i played a decent amount, not too much.. maybe i would have played other 1 or 2 hour but cant won anything ... after dinner lost 700€ from highest poin, cant play like this... frustrating...
lucky on ev, runned good, so not too much whine lol..

- 18155 -39days

Dude you make like 2k/day and you still whine about losing 700 euro .
Sicko

today won huge in the first 600 hands (ok, only 4 stacks lol..), then i thought it would be a great day, but i didnt won any nice pot for a while, and up to 2k lost half the profit... i quitted very early, took a break... spewed a lot in that situations, make a lot of mistakes...

ye lol.. but unfourtunally i dont make 2k€/day (not atm... maybe in future it will be one of my goals...) and if im making around 1k/day is for a huge % of good run and nice cards and of course cause other regs are sooo bad, of course not cause im a ****ing genius or what... ... and 700 its 1/3 or more of 2k, its frustrating lose that much.. in reality cause im not winning that much...

2k are "only" 5 stack, atm i dunno how much 5 stacks are cause im in huge good run... but when i see peoples running really really hot they make 10 and even 25 stacks / day (i saw 1 time a guy made 40 stacks in 1 day... crazy) ... of course they have a swingest style, maybe when they win 10 stacks a day, another day they could lose the same amount.. im more on the nitty side so im not pushing any hands any draws making crazy bluff etc... atm i dont need this stuff, but maybe if the field will grow up ill be ready to kill them with this things... hoping to run good forever lol

-17876 -38days

tilt... from highest point... really really tilt, lost a lot in few hands, so i decided to take some hours to open other 2 banks account... played other hands after dinner... started winnig little, then lost everything kk < ak, trips < trips higherkicker ... so much tilt...
so today about -1600..
end of good run ? mmm... i hope not... i have very ambitious goal this and next month..

tomorrow hope to make a decent amount of hands and profit...

- 17.774 -37days

i come home from school with a plan in mind, i played right, after losing 5 stacks.. then i try again, i go up.. and ofc now i have to whine, cause i lost 1k at the end, in very few hands.. std when u play at nl400.. std when ure on tilt and u spew and u play bad without making the best decision. i whine not only cause ive lost 1k, but mainly cause ive lost almost 500 spewing after i had to quit or to think a bit more on what i was doing... really really tilt.. now i think for today is enough...
fortunally im lucky on ev...

-17197 -36days

lost other 700 in 40 min ... i wanna die

I'm glad you watch ET. I've been following his channel since he started it.

This is the best video I've watched from him and probably the best motivational video ever?

http://youtu.be/m4P0iDXEAtg

In the end it really comes down to how bad you want it.

mmm i dont like so much the videos where he is in front of camera and speaks to yotubers, maybe cause the topic are too big, and he doesnt talk about what i want and its hard to understand him if u dont play well english and ofc i dont understand all what hes saying.. i enjoyed the vid u posted, ty.
i like very very much the videos where he goes to speak to students or basketball/football players etc... theyre very inspiring.
btw i think all he says it was already in me, and hearing from another person sayin this has a strange effect...
i love the original http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HutvJgpjDgU

ah.. ofc yesterday when i was speaking about "the plan after coming home to school" i where hearing at him on my iphone... and even this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FkJLTGweKl0

and other very inspiring video i heard a lot is this http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zh5A9sPgOD0

today's graph

runned over ev.. im a good runner... im enjoyin so much this moment.. tomorrow i hope to win more than today lol..

-16690 -35days

i quit on tilt, but positive day...

-16.230 -34days

today lost about 1k, really frustrating... tomorrow hope to win a decent amount..
had a nice party tonight, really enjoed the atmosphere, im not the balla guy so i havent bought any bottle of vodka or champagne ... one day ill do this thing lol.. i wanna spew huge amount of money in alchool lol...
tomorrow hope to get 1750€ of bonus reaching -15k.. let see what happens..

-15884 -33days

graph of today


very nice, of course at the end i was under scam... kk < ak, jj < kk, 99 < aq.. i played only for reach the bonus but i lost 700€ for this lololol... i dont wanna whine again even because im over ev of a lot in this month...
today reached 100k€ + 1m hands on the hem graph, (ofc i deleted hand before may, so i made other hands and other money from poker.. ).
tomorrow ill play a 250bi 700k gtd (main event of italian championship of poker) and a 250bi 250k gtd... lets spew this 500€ in mtt yeee XD... ofc i hope to ship them, one time gimme a joy plz...

-14.992 -32days

today played not too much.. after i start dropping stacks i thought i was under scam... + i couldnt play the 250k gtd cause my account on that site was disabled (lol), + i got just busted from the 700k gtd, 3b pot, atx 60x i 3bet on the bb, he calls on the co, i cbet he shoves and i snap, he had ak, q river.. but turn was a j -.-" i got crushed lol...
very very played so bad... yesterday i thought to myself that winning wasnt funny anymore... that i would try to gable higher limit, nl1k, etc etc... bull****, i hate losing, i cant lose 2,5k against these ******s, they dont deserve to play against me (ye, im feeling like god for my last result.. but really they do mistakes after mistakes after mistakes... i think i made 1/10 of they're mistakes and 1/3 of mistakes the topregs of my stakes do). ... oh, ofc im on tilt, so maybe its not the immortal truth, for me, atm its mine.

+ today had a nice lunch from my uncle...

so very nice, at least..
maybe with an instagram filter and with different angolation they would look tastier but i garantee they were at the same ...

+ for this week no school, ok, maybe it wasnt school only for monday, but i told my mom there was no school lol... im really tired of this things... ok, is a bit interesting, but i have to take a train every day, losing a lot of time, then ill have to study a LOT, and for what? maybe if i take i degree ill gain how much? 1,5k/month? if im lucky to find a job? and why? i can make easly 100k/year playin poker (and ill not tell u which will be my next challenge for next year lololol).. ok, i need a plan b.. but wtf... this life is so sick (and is sicker i always whine when there are lot more peoples cant have my chances, but hey man... i built all on my self, i work harder and better then any other peoples, and for one time i feel i have what i deserve... and i want more ofc).

+ for this week starting on wendsday ill have extra rb around 35%+, but only from 00pm to 2pm and to 1am to 3am... so ill play a lot of tables on that time... i really wanna end up this challenge as early as possible... ofc doing a lot of profit..

+ i hope to make other 13k till the end of the month.. one time plz baby... hoping this dowswing will end up..

-14.669 -31days

instagram i unsubscribe

im disgusted of myself :S
but... i take this ev too have more money when harder time will come and ill come back to run under ev.. (ofc i dont want this).
played hu against 1 nl1000 reg, at nl400.. i took from him 3k, i wanted a better result without stealing that much ev... i thought i had huge edge, i had a lower one...
i dont feel really happy at all winning like this... im sicko

-14.080 -30days

worst day of the month..

really really in huge tilt... this dogs dont deserve to play against me... unbelievable.. k9s opens from mp, he flatcalls 3bet, and ofc he hit 2pair, and he is reg, and ofc he thinks im a tard, but what ? i doesnt want to play with me hu cause i could easily kill his roll in 5-6 hour. unbelievable.. now everybody quit me everywhere.. i dont have any action, they hit n run me, with their crazy moves really insane, they are not good playin abc, they dont print money playin easly abc against fish and what ? they try playin d-e-f, and what ? they run like jesus against me, when running normally i beat them easly.. when i god run like them, like i made this month, well... look at my graph.. what are we talkin about -.-
cracked aa 2 times in a row in 20 seconds, fortunally was at nl200 and not at nl400.. then i havent won an ai pf, i dunno how to put the money in for win, at 80% ? 60%? 50%?
for today, as u read from my words.. its game over, im in huge tilt... tomorrow will see, to recover this huge loss (ok, i exagerate as usual lol). wssd 34... on the last session played 40min, wssd 10, -1k playin only 200... tilttitltitltitltitltitltitli

its sick im starting to feel like italian sites are all rigged to have winners lose on the same day. If you could post your graph earlier by a few hours i could save my self some $.

Everyday that you run hot, i run hot and everyday you run bad i run bad and everyday you run normal i run average.

np!

today dont play... lol

How about today? should i play? quick!

i havent started yet... today i wake up at 1pm lol...
ill see some vids from et then i play...
ill tell u in 1h ok? XD

i think today i could make be... atm +70bb after 40min, no ai pf or big sd played yet..