running bad, playing bad, it's a circle...
last 2 days of the month and then ill see what to do..

-40942€ -80days

it's a disaster, im playing very very bad... biggest downswing of the year i think lol.. dunno what is happening.. every time they got a hand, every time they win... down 3k€ of ev in 1 week, 5k€ effective... i think i got a huge edge against 99% of regs of my level and OF COURSE i dont play game where i dont have massive edge -> i've a nice wr -> hareder to downswing -> harder to tilt -> harder to play bad -> harder to downswing -> etc etc etc, as i said, it's a circle... but man, it's crazy what its happening to me... i should have a rest for a day, dunno atm if i could go to fu** off this promo, study a bit and then come back playing again my a-game. maybe im feeling to much pressure and when on dowswing its a bad thing imho... lets see...

who cares if you breakeven, you're still making 250e+ a day in rakeback

Take a weekend off mate and come back with a clear mindset, ur obv a sicko

today



from highest point 23:50 of 22 sept



gimme back my good run plz
tomorrow +2,5k€ of milestones, sunday million and we will see...

i care, "success is my only motherfu***n option, failure is not"

dunno if i can rest... lets see tomorrow how it goes and then maybe ill plan something...

-40.281€ -79days

today, i need to take a rest.. running bad and playing terribad, as i told 3k times lol...
took the milestones of 2,5k€ + played some mtts (sunday millions, i just been busted 7 min before the end of day1) so profit = 1k today.
no good...

- 39.773€ - 78days

september graph:



- busted from sunday million at day1
- i didnt pass the law exam, but i dont care anymore atm
- i made 500€/day for the day i hadnt school the next day
- 4,46bb/100 > 3bb/100, and runned over ev here
- 3,12bb/100 > 2bb/100, and runned under ev here -.-
- 14,004€ > 10k of profit

during the month i thought i could make 20k but the end of the month was very very sick, im burning a lot of money tilting/not playing my a-game as i used for the beginning.

downswing:


lot of hands to play, lots of rake to make, only 3 month left, really hard...
tomorrow (now its 3.44am and tomorrow i got school lol), ill tell u what's my plan for this month, but this downswing has redrawn my plans so... it wont be very interesting

ev just evening out :P

plans for october (a lot similar to sept lol):
- make 15k€ of rake
- make 12k€ of profit overall
- keep >3,5bb/100 at nl100
- keep > 3bb/100 at nl200
- play 20k hands at nl400 with a decent wr

i thought today would be better after making 1600€... but man, its unreal... unbelivable... i cant win 2 ****in ai pf shoving qq+/ak in a row.... it's unbelievable... they always have top range, always... sick life, **** day, i had a big hope for today, lost everything in 1h... they always hitted theyr ****** outs, lost 150x in raised pot T-high flush against flush nuts, and cold4bet/called jj, of course got crushed by kk, dunno if the last is just unluck or im a donk, who knows...



ive taken in 1h
kk < aa, kk < aa w "supertopreg" who was 3betting me a lot that calls my 4bet and the flop is akx, jj < kk cold4b/c, aks < aa vs cold4b range 5,5, qq < ak and won aks > kk. then i havent won a **** pot, the biggest pot was 60€. UNFKINBELIEVABLE.

too much tilt, ive burned a lot of profit, of course im hugely result oriented but i wanna die.. i had to quit after losing the first 600€ in 20 min.. i played my semibest game, but there wasnt nothing to do.

-39.250€ - 78days

today finally decent day



new month new run? i hope so.. maybe the pressure of makin 20k/month, the pressure yesterday makin 500€ of rake... today i was fully free, tomorrow got school so impossible to me to do the rake...
but lost 400€ in sports betting and 2 stacks on ps mobile, profit only 750€ for today..
hoping it will continue, maybe i need some ev back...

-38391 -77days

played few hands at nl400, of course runned bad there, of course i got to whine at the end of the session. never a joy

-38.395 -76days

no school today so i played as much as i can, no good tables at nl400 so i havent played that stake.. i made a lot of massgrind today... i thought i would ship a lot of ev, but it was just an illusion, i lost coin over coin at certain points, and made a lot of mistakes. i havent run that hot... i raked 850€, happy for now... its 0.00 am, maybe i could play other 1 or 2k hands to the 2-3am, but dunno if i want now...

-37.539 -75days

i couldnt keep alive all these fishes... so i decided to kill them and dont go to sleep...
today raked 1k€, nott baddd!!!
now im really tired, so for today its ok.. (maybe the number 2k was better, but i dont care lol)


-37.388 -75days

today awful, played too bad, i wasnt aggressive, like yesterday, i changed a bit my game, not sure it will improve my wr but i strongly doubt so its better i restart to have an higher aggression, higher donkbet/cr and other stuf... very lucky on ev, stacked a lot of fishes setting in many spots, but lost some werid pot, flush vs overflush, str8 vs overstr8 and so on... sincerely i could tell i wasnt so lucky overall..

-36.734 -74days

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bwKl-Ng084U
:Q_____

today i shooted finally nl400 with success...



runned very hot, played against everyone, not selecting that much...
now ill go out with my firend.. and of course i give them a free dinner

- 36.167€ - 73days

nice job man

ty..

i repeat the brag cause for me its a very nice result, i think one of the best
day at the tables..



and this
finally after 90k hands im making profit...

90k hand for u is like 10k hand for someone normal. volume machine italiano

mbn to get out of a downswing . Hopefully I'll follow your example :P

today sick, the start of a new loong downswing ? hope not...

at nl400 played 1,5k hands, ev +1500, eff -170, sick life...
played not to good, i made 600€ of rake..
i think that now that i play a decent number of hands at nl400 it wouldnt be so difficult to reach the goal of this challenge. of course i hope to remain positive at nl400 (hoping to run on or over ev and not under like today) so i think i could make a nice profit till the end of the year.

the biggest pot won is where i call a 4bet oop from a laggish reg, i hit set and stack off is top2 on a really wet board. one time...

tomorrow school so i stop playin earlier, wendsday i should make the 20th day with over 500€ rake/day, so to me there is a 1250€ bonus. tuesday i should reach - 35.000 so there is a milestones of 1750€. not bad, hoping to have a positive week.

XD tyty! it was a 13days of break even at the tables...

what is the meaning of "mbn" ?

i hope not to play higher stakes to recover a downswing, i played that limit cause i was feeling i would have runned hot yesterday (lol, of course i didnt know). but, i got the roll for play nl400 and even higher, i play nl100 only for making the rake and cause the swings are lower and im less stressed. normally if i think im running pretty bad i cut down the tables from the higher limit and play only the nl100 (today i didnt like this, but at -2k i would have quit the day, and of course i quitted after losing a big pot).


-35.540€ -72days

mbn = must be nice

dont know anybody running above ev on italian sites.. thats what we get for playing drooolers

today played very busy, very tired, i withdraw about 45k from my account, im not the guy who believe in kind of things like "u started playin and now theyre keep winning u" or "u withdraw so now the server will punish u", but lol, today, strange case, im 4 stacks under ev with the effective at 50bb... fourtunally i played only nl100. i played few hands...
on mobile on train i made 300€ so positive for today, nice here lol...

i decided:
ill play aggro bmr on pokerstars mobile, 10x levelup 8x leveldown, of course is jff (ok, ill tell u when ill arrive to have 10k and when ill play nl1k 10x if it will be funny as now lol).
ill play only nl100 and a bit of 200 on days where i got school, im too tired, i cant play too much so i cant recover swings and etc, (of course i dont play to recover swings but i play for makin in every single hand the best decision, i feel sick to have a losing day and from here the decision), + at nl400 and higher the stress is too high, so atm i decied like this, then ill see if it works or it doesnt work.


ahhh.. kk ty

lal



ot today i enjoyed a lot this vid!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?featur...&v=aIrB96V-UNI


-35.377 -71days

Gl sir subbed