Quote:
Originally Posted by Gulo Gulo
Best blog on 2+2, love the life updates
GL OP
thanks bro for the feedbaq!
$$$$$
in it to win it.
apparently my gto wizard subscription is coming to an end today. i'm still not sure how i feel about gto. but overall i feel that it's more beneficial to focus on other aspcets for Live no limit at the lower stakes.
specifically: hand reading ala flopzilla / pkrcruncher and crunch live pokie vidya. add in a good way to review hands, which i guess can only come by writing /recording hands after they happen. next session i want to really write down hands and post them here or the live low stakes nl forum.
im honestly convinced what poker success comes down to is enthusiasm. how enthusiastic you can be about the game and studying and continuing pushing through the variance. but i guess you can extend that enthusiasm toward life to find success as well. ( i worded that poorly)
Maybe i should just set aside 25-30 weeks toward poker total. part of those 30 hours will be stuedy, part will be grind. the ratio will fluctuate as to how well im running/playing. problem is i change my mind so often.
after a session of getting curb checked by the deck the last thing i want to do is study poker. when i was on my a-game 2 months ago i was enthusiastic about going to sleep watching a crunch life pokker vid. now it's a chore to pick up the ipad and turn it on. this enthusiasm can be directly translated into my win rate.
the weeds not helping. but does it ever? maybe to bring me back to baseline. and curb my craziness a bit.
perhaps if im going to continue hitting THC everyday i should go back to vaping instead of smoking flower. the high from the vape is lighter; it's also a lot more convenient. that may be the play. my bro showed me how to convert shatter to wax and stick it in a vape pen. so a gram is like 20$ but that is like 90% thc and lasts wayyyy longer.
crypto
pretty sure the low is in. still got 4k stuck in some **** called "reu coin" that was all about environmentally friendly btc mining. they were paying wbtc deposits from transaction taxes but stopped. i tried unloading my reu coin but uniswap loses like 98% of the value if i try to sell for some reason?
was thinking i got scammed but then i came to the idea that they are just waiting for BTC to be higher because at the current price the miners will be losing money. they have a telegram but they banned me for asking questions (bearish af). at one point i held 1% of all reu in circulation.
at this point im bullish on almost everything: btc, eth, link, gns. ive held all in the past except gns, which is on polyglon network. on the gns app you can buy, sell, trade, short, long cryptos and stocks and forex and what-not.
GNS is at $4 right now.
ive been in crypto for a looong time and have made some pretty good picks, but held too long. in the past year i held dobo and cyop. both catapulted my bankroll into the 6 figures, but i forgot to cash out
the next bull run im not falling for the hodl meme.
i will take profit!!!!!!!!
hotel working some shifts next week. should be a busy month with the holidays coming, im ready for hours since im the resident 1/2 donator at lone butte as of late. part of me wants to go Full time but that just destroys any outside chance of life you have. and the full timers are all ****ing m
is
erabl
e. #notworthit
adobe putting a lot of work into animate, about 1/4 of the way through the book. yes, most people don't like books for studying software. but i do so **** them and **** you too (jk i love you).
probably going to start the adobe premiere course soon, even before im done with animate, as premiere (video editing) will be my bread and butter and is in much higher demand.
with said skills i want to freelance for $$ and create my own content for fun and (maybe) profit. i think ill get adobe certified in animate and premiere and maybe after effects. then and only then will i finally get the respect i deserve.
gem coming close the end of an anavar cycle, but haven't been to the gym in a few days now
cant wait for the sickness to be over. going to cruise Test for a few months and then cycle something else. maybe tren or anadrol. roids are just so much better than any other drug. im more about feeling good and the energy aspect, having the body of a greek god is just a side effect.
got some super mass gainer protein coming in soon so will be able to gain weight easier. i'm a pretty hard gainer. weigh about 171 now, at about 5'11. eating is a chore for me.
hose dont really care. there's a near infinte supply of 6's in their 30's. im just looking for the 8 that's healthy and wholesome and wants babby. my whole financial situation (or lack thereof) works against me. ive got a lot going on aside the fact that im mid-late 30's and currently living with my parents.
luckily id rather be alone than settle for some miserable female. i know how to screen these girls hard AF.
major red flags when meeting girls:
-crying on the first or second date
-inability to handle emotions, whether highs or lows
-doesn't have hobbies or interests outside of buying ****/consuming, drinking alcohol, travel.... for cereal dudes. if she can't name one (1) hobby it's a major red flag!!!!
-cannot take banter/ light **** talk. (for me anyway). if she takes everything super duper seriously and is one of those that go out of their way to act offended, F that noise.
-amoral, lack of religion (for me anyway) i honestly think most females who are not religious are just a gonner. like not even salvageable. sure they will suffice for some slam-pigging or pump and dump, but as the great philosopher once said (socrates or epictetus, i dont remember) "you can't make a hoe a housewife"
-if she's open sexually, but makes you wait for it. if she's had one night stands but won't put out for you until the fifth date, that's a yikes from me dawg. she's framing you as a provider. don't tolerate that ****!
i have a few other red flags but those come to mind and are somewhat universal.
i think that's all for now. been good on my routine, except for the gym the past few days and pushing my comfort zone in social situations.