Another week has ended. Unfortunately it was a losing one with one day ending down a combined online and live loss of -$6700. I played 3 live sessions two wins one loss, losing a total of $3555. Online was looking pretty bad also after losing $1700 in a couple of hours but I managed to turn it around the next couple of days. I ended up making $1877 online, and another $223 in rake back.
Total for the week is -$1454.
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It seems like the better i've been getting online the worst my live game has become.
I've also notice i've been playing my C game for some time now and I tend to autopilot a lot instead of always looking for tells and exploits. It became more evident when I had a 5k losing session. I made a lot of stupid mistakes that could easily have been avoided if I just payed attention. I am having a hard time staying focused again, even in hands that I'm playing. I can feel my gaze getting weak, especially if i'm bluffing. I have also been getting very bored with live poker and end up spending most of my time looking at my phone.
My goal is to start a meditation routine. I'm quitting all drugs except for one cup of coffee in the morning. I need to work on my concentration first with daily 10 min exercises and start removing things that distract my mind during the day.