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Originally Posted by mrmr
Maybe if I wasn't so negative people would have bankrolled me back when I had little or no experience, gave me money to blow in the pits, a place to stay, etc. But unfortunately (or fortunately!) that never happened. I'm jealous. Enough preamble...
Why do you play pit games and video poker? Do you have strategies that allow you to beat them?
What ailment do you suffer from that you alleviate by smoking pot? Or was that like a "wink" for smoking pot just because you like to get high?
How unusual is it for you to get drunk in public and get thrown out of places?
I get that you aren't ashamed of your past, you love making mistakes or whatever, but when you are feeling introspective, do you ever second guess your own motives?
No, I don't second guess myself.
I count cards and I have fun winning or losing@ video poker, it's still a game I usually beat. ..
Usually win.
I only get kicked out while drunk bc I can't pretend idiots are just people while drunk... ,
I have nerve damage & panic disorder I smoke bc of, no that wasn't a wink , my little sister has MS and mom has lupus.. Doing what I'm doing mostly to show my sisters they don't have to be another ****ing statistic.