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Originally Posted by Jimboozie
nice posts. it's refreshing to hear from people who put their selves out there and open up. i think money vs happiness is a huge struggle for us all and one of life's biggest challenges. i'm still trying to figure it out haha.
re: psychic energy
this is when you soul read someone.
Thanks Jim. It is definitely a challenge but that's the great thing about life.
Is it really? Need to work on having some psychic energy lol.
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"Usually they also end up creating enemies within their own organization,
because wherever they go, they find reasons for feeling bad and so their
pain body continues to find exactly what it is looking for. "
Read this passage today, and slowly but surely things are starting to connect. In past times there were always highs and lows, the low always seemed to over radiate the highs. Its no surprise that now that poker is better then it could have ever been, the mind (which is just all filled with thoughts), creates stories in order to find a reason to still feel this way. It makes a lot of sense the idea of a painbody, because experiencing it myself is certainly the case right now. To try and find reasons of why its bad and good seeing life as the highs and lows and channeling all the highs and letting go of all the lows case and point here is thoughts that ran through my MIND, instead of being aware and not reading between the lines:
1) "its not what I want to do the rest of my life."
This may very well be true, but at this very moment its right. There is no need to instill these thoughts into myself every single day rather be aware of it and say at this moment its right.
2) "taking money from others"
The idea of taking money from someone, its just money really as realizations hit me there is equally good and bad in every single situation whenever a transaction is made. May that be paying for rent, buying a house, renting a taxi etc. Money is what circulates the world or the "game" of the world, its not entirely needed but in this specific case of what is happening right now its something that needs to be done. Its not right, nor is it wrong it just is.
3) "Its not socially accepted"
The ego that hit in my head is that "people are looking down at me, they look at me as a gambler"
It was only one interaction with one person who said that, that's just the way life goes there is many perspectives to every single person, and they can think about you in a certain way. Either accept it and take it in a neutral or positive way, or take it in a negative way. In this case I do not see it in a positive way, actually first saw it in a negative way, now have been seeing it in a positive way, it enlightened a better understanding of being a human being.
Everyday reflecting on whats going on will only improve the outlook on life, will continue to do so every single time.