so the mods support this kind of posting?

That seems like a pretty moronic take.

No, I forgot I wrote rhat but the mods are mods of a major forum because they have incredible sense and know things about intentions. The mods wrote me a very well put message about it with... especially the "spirit" of it and yes I have to say that I won in that sense because the intentions of whoever made me mad weren't proper. I'm a rap star nicca I just play poker as my hobby and rap stars are cool so that's how I have to be like in order for me to be the rap star that I want to be. I have to act like I'm cooler than anyone who challenges me because that's how rappers are until I have it ingrained in myself that I actually am just cooler than my challengers... this will make me feel like a rapper so I can brag about myself on my mus8c tracks. But I do plan on playing poker, rapping and showing how I'm the beat pasta cook in the world. Or not that far but one of the best at like a .0001 percent in that in rap I want to be in top 1 percent out of PROFESSIONAL rappers and as far as poker I just want to make more money than I lose since poker players are cooler than rapper and pasta cooks. But each have they're own qualities that i respect about them I just am naturally a rapper, poker player and pasta star cook.

and if you had wheels you'd also be a bus!

Used to be in shape when young. 20 years old here college football.

I ain't that fat I'm 231 need to get to like 175 wanna be trim just a regular weight workout light like 4x a week don't want to be really muscular anymore cuz no more sports.. I wanna run 30mins a day and workout 30mins 4x a week. Light weight stuff.

https://youtube.com/shorts/JXeA59yTg...TFr2aQEMn_9C4O

Starting a cooking channel. Starting the cooking channel in 2 weeks once in housing. Please subscribe. Will post first videos here.

Unsure if the housing is going to go through its subsidized only 30 percent of my social security income so 300/month but I'm unsure about it. I kind of want to just put 900 on poker bross.. grund and concentrate for one month then get my own room in upstate ny maybe buffalo and just grind in peace. That's what I'm hoping for. I want to deposit 900 and play plo60 30 buyins of $30.

is the cooking channel on onlyfans?

Haaalolol.. I'm calming down the lady just called me bout the housing I've been going nuts.. love my poker bros and sister out there 8)

I prob. Do the housing and deposit $400 will thank God play relaxed and not be in a frantic state. I learned to enjoy the micros.

lol at asking for a stake

Lol was buggn

Why can’t you just get a regular job?

I get social security disability. I could get a job off the books. I would like to get off s.s.i. eventually once I maybe have a years saving and a roll. Start paying taxes.

so you're basically a scammer who could work but doesn't want to because you'd rather suck on the government's teet

Are you OK? You sound kind of down in the dumps. Is this how you speak to people? Strangers? Let's keep it real.

Once I begin building a roll I want to pay taxes just so I could invest in stocks otherwise I TRULY wouldn't give a **** about paying taxes. If that's the imagery your mind gives you for whatever reasons idk... Wink.

what about my statement was incorrect?

stop deflecting and try to not live your life as a scumbag perhaps?

Why are you that sensitive are you even serious? I am going to pay taxes once I build a roll and get off s.s.i. not really arguing but I'm a good person stop being so judgmental. But I guess your right I didn't mean to say I wouldn't xare about taxes I was just angry because you attacked me. My goal is to save $25k then play live and I'll Start doing my taxes then and get off ssi in that year as well. I donr like being on ssi but I'm not a scammer I'm disabled so as a matter of fact cock sucker don't ever talk to me like that I just scrolled up and seen your comment you Lil phaggot. Suckung on the governments teet wowww your a real one for saying things like that idk if I'd win a big pot from you... but it's ok I'm relaxed now I'd win a big pot from you so you could have your lil gay response.. cmonn mannn have respect you can't talk to people like that **** hurts my soul I mean I'm tough and not the one to **** with but it just makes me feel sad that there's such harsh critical people out there with no love for a fellow human. Your dirty mouth is just I give up I don't want to retaliate your just maybe to cool for me as a matter of fact I give up on playing poker live and will just play online I can't go around killing people that are so disrespectful like you I mean I carry myself in a respectable way so these types of harsh reply truly affects me I don't know what to say except I'll ****ing kill you but then if I kill you I mine as well start killing alotta people and I'm not that smart I might get caught plus I love people I do t want to kill people because I love myself it's just your so disrespectful and vile that I literally can't even cause rhe apocalypse I'm so not angry but beyond that just disappointed that there's a brother out there that speaks so out of control like... damn man **** like said truly affects me I'm not mad just disappointed. I think I short circuitry because I was trying to be civil than seen your first comment and I just am truly not even angry I was getting angry but like said man it's just a sad feeling I'm feeling right now like an aloof type of disgusted in a way but not really that sadness... basically a sort of UTTER SHOCK and a melancholy feeling that make me want to be a martre like mother thrmeresa and give all my money to the poor from poker. Hey you kniw what rick roll im committing my life to helping the poor with my poker proceeds. I'm not angry or sad or disappointed anymore the combination of what I was feelings is making me feel like a Saint. So I thank you or that. We got new goals guys and gals I'm giving my money from poker to the poor!

Let's go!!!

Do you and your doctor think you might be able to recover enough to no longer be considered eligible for SSI/SSDI? Not to discourage you, but it can be pretty tough to build up a solid roll and play professionally if you have health issues of a certain severity and aren't sufficiently treating them

Had certainly been the case for me wrt to mental illness, and I've known or seen quite a few people sabotage their careers or potential careers because they didn't manage their mental illness (or even physical) well enough. If you have bipolar disorder that's especially true. There were actually two guys that I know of with serious bipolar disorder on here a few years back who were right on the cusp of playing professionally. They were both decent enough players, but they both eventually spewed off their entire roll in a manic state

Many people who are eligible to receive SSI/SSDI are capable of performing some level of work - they need to be able to make something like $1600/mo at a job in order to no longer qualify iirc. That's what the government considers to be "gainful employment." There are a lot of people receiving such benefits who can work in a limited capacity. If OP didn't currently have issues maintaining gainful employment due to a health condition, it's not super likely he would even be on SSI/SSDI in the first place

Quite frankly, I kind of just get the sense that you had a knee-jerk reaction to OP's statement because "muh welfare cheats" or some such. I don't know how else you would've so definitively come to that conclusion if you've actually read through this thread

dodges around the fact that he's bragging about defrauding the system

throws in homophobic slurs in addition to his earlier death threats

thinks we're the disrespectful ones... yhtsi

Thank you I appreciate the advice. I am Hugh functioning schizophrenic but just right now it's torture because no family support. I feel like I'm on the cusp of being a solid player but need to be patient. I played in 2016 for like 300 hours over 2 months and got a good idea for the game. Kind of was living with my mom and sis though and had a home to go back to so was playing care free poker and did good I think 16 or 18 an hour at 1/2. I don't really have any family and very limited friend contact so gotta try and build a base of like forced stability instead of the love from my mom.and sis gotta have more physical stability and hope things grow from they're to play more "care" free. And thanks for taking my side... I don't care really it's just the guy can't really be talked to in a normal way I feel like. I read his post below and he's just someone that really irritates a person like me. But gotta stay calm at the table and play best cards I can. 8) hehe thanks again your post calmed me down.

I'm not bragging about defrauding the system your in your feelings. I said I want to pay taxes and come off ssi. I don't know what to tell you but I was raised in the top extreme environment when it comes to being respectful I think I mentioned my father's brother is vincent asaro. I'm good at reading people's intentions I'm not bragging I'm just stating it's a strength and you are beyond a doubt being disrespectful and rude. Your just annoying not a big deal though in real life you'd have no power over me I respect others so when I'm disrespected I honestly try to see if I was wrong but like I said it is what it is in this situation I don't think you are to cool and I only feel stable around cool people like the poster above.

Sorry to hear that man, it's definitely tougher without family. I had bad relationships with my family, but I fixed them after getting long-term mental health treatment. So you can always fix those relationships down the line if that was the case, but you can't do that without the stability like you say, and you can't get the stability unless you're really serious about sticking to your treatment plan

And I think you can't let other people affect your mood too much, you can't control how anyone else behaves. There's always gonna be those people out there who irritate you. If you just automatically get worked up and start calling them slurs or threatening them, then it's like they win. They got exactly what they wanted by making you upset. And getting upset only moves you further away from your goals. But it can be easier said than done lol

Keep your chin up and your head down, focus on the grind. Best of luck to you

I certainly don't agree with people using homophobic slurs, nor any kind of death threats. I'm not gonna excuse any of that behavior by OP. But I think suggesting that he's bragging about "defrauding the system" is clearly quite off base. "The system" is in place for people exactly like him - people who are limited by their disabilities, but want to make a better life for themselves