I dont like phucking big bannas and don't give a **** how long he's played. I don't care really but don't jinx my thread it's cause of him you gotta maintain with poker a strong emotional state and but at the same time be detached. Bannanas interrupted my strong emotional state that's why I don't care really but rather have him not in tt. Anyways...


I'm going to atlantic city from the housing I'm in at the end of the month. I'll have $900 and will be homeless but after thinking it through it could set me up for other creative pursuits like cooking and music. I want to give me all to poker before I move on to my other interests. My goal is $250k and I'm out the game and on to music and cooking and will feel an ease with my decisions as when I love something I love it not in a stronger way then others we are all different but with a warrior type of mindset like I'm at war. So I'm go7ng to just be homeless and start my vlog. Goal is $250k like said. Starting off in a/c at end of month.

Yo wat da hell bro. Dont blame me coz u lost.

It's not my fault..

It's just your fault. You are too chaotic for playing poker. Best of luck in AC, to all your opponents

lmao, NGMI.

Dtow... .. .

wow OP seems like a real piece of work, huh?

OP, you dont want advice but you desperately need it. You are clearly having a mental health episode with delusions of grandeur and you need to begin taking medication immediately. You are not a winning poker player or anywhere close to it, and should stop playing immediately before it makes your life considerably worse.

Some of the members of this community appear to have previously struggled with the same issues youre currently facing, and i highly recommend speaking with them. I genuinely wish you the best of luck.

Play really tight but act like an action player and only play at Trop and Harrahs, getting your hours in after 5pm on weekdays and noon on weekends will help too. Get up from your seat a lot and do a lap around the casino probably once every hour.

I am a winning poker player. My problem is I do not have a bankroll and am a professional. Delusions of grandeur I don't have. I based upon my experiences with poker have confidence. Beating medium stakes live plo and nl for $250k isn't a delusion of grandeur. I wish you the best of luck as well.

I want you to succeed OP, but having a BR of $900 (with no place to live) while aiming for $250k, is guaranteed risk of ruin (like 99.999% of the time ; am not exaggerating this number). You would be better to use this money for other ventures (like cooking and rapping), or at least for food and lodging.

Nonetheless GL and I do hope you follow the advice mentioned by me and others

Appreciate advice.. ty

Everyone who is in here saying bankroll is his issue is feeding the lie you are telling yourself that if you had enough money youd come out on top. I categorically condemn everyone in this thread preaching about BRM. If you had more money, even a lot more money, youd simply lose more money A healthy bankroll helps you realize your true win rate, it does not cause a losing player to become a winning player, and it seems clear you are a losing player. I know for basically a fact you arent a winner because you had a 90% VPIP, and didnt even know what VPIP meant (i see yoo have since been asking questions about vpip). Preflop VPIP gets learned in the first few hours of poker research, its not even the hard part of poker. It takes hundreds, if not thousands of hours of research to become even a very very small $5/hr winner, much less a top player and you havent even successfully completed step 1.

Look around at what is going on. From what youve said, you have a diagnosed mental health issue. You stopped taking your medication. Afterwards you have found yourself homeless. your family has cut off contact from you. Youre going into debt gambling. It seems that after you stopped taking medication, your life has spiraled, and you desperately need to take your medication before things get even worse, and so you can start trying to turn your life around.

I know you dont want advice or bad vibes, and im giving it to you anyway, so I am sorry about that. I dont want to upset you, but you need someone to tell it to you straight. This is the last time ill post or read this thread, so if you want to ignore my advice, its to your own detriment, but you wont be hearing about it from me again.

PLEASE PM one of the members of this community who struggle with the same issues and know far more about this topic than me and try to get your life back together.

Yeah I have to agree with all of this advice OP

I've been one of your bigger supporters in this thread because I know that people can overcome their mental health issues, and for me, poker was actually one of the biggest factors for me in overcoming my BPD (though I still do struggle with it at times). I found a good framework for poker improvement, and eventually applied that to my life as well. But the only reason it worked for me is because I stopped thinking I could figure out everything myself, and accepted advice and assistance from other people. I found a good therapist and she really helped me in learning how to manage my emotions both on and off the tables. I spent a ton of time studying poker and worked with people who were better than me to help me improve

As evidenced by this thread, you have a pretty significant difficulty in controlling your emotions and not letting them affect your decision making. Blaming your own emotional state solely on other people is almost a guarantee that things will never get better for you

I won't post in here anymore if you'd like as well OP, but solely from personal experience, believe me when I tell you that you need to get more serious about your mental health, and stop thinking you have all the answers within yourself, or you're going to continue this same cycle of homelessness, poverty, and cycling though a bunch of different grandiose goals while making progress with absolutely none of them

You could lose $900 in one session to just standard bad beats.

+1. We want the best for you op. Put poker aside and work on a plan to improve your health. You don't sound well. A lot of us here would be happy to help you with finding help

8) thanks guys. I just am bored and want to feel successful at something. When I had a legit bankroll twice in past I did well so I do feel like if I had some things settled in my life plus a legit roll I'd do good and wouldn't really have any problems.

I'm pretty sure I'm going to try and save a br and fade into background not post anymore. I feel like it's unnatural to me to be open about my life and just anyone going through hardships it's just unnatural to speak about your problems with people you don't know. But, I forgive myself because I don't really have anyone family or friends to confide in.

I may post more... but don't deal well with people who don't know me giving opinions because it's hard to understand or sympathize with people you don't know but I learned that this isn't always the case and basically I'm trying to get to a position of power so it feels weird people would help me but my intentions are true so it doesn't matter to real people if I do achieve success that way.. that'd what I learned

People are being jerks to you, dude. I think a lot of people might go through things. You might be asking for a lot of trouble by playing poker underrolled in the condition you seem to be in though. Like I literally put a hole in a door playing heads-up and I might have had close to 100 buy-ins for the stakes I was playing, that's how much it affected me and I wasn't even mad or anything, it's just the trajectory poker put me on.

Starting with a fresh outlook. People that care/understand are worth it if anybody doesn't than they aren't in my life.

Had a great therapeutic talk over pm's with a mod and it helped me out things into proper perspective.

I'm on proper adhd meds and also have a testosterone prescription on the way. I'd prefer not to get into my personal stuff that much if at all in this regard. If you post something I'd feel slightly disrespected as like I said I rather not and keep this more poker as I don't feel comfortable being personal (it's just not healthy mentally) for me or anyone on this site.

I'm depositing $300 and just going to focus on winning and not trying to hit an hourly goal. Plo and nl $20 single table. Will be depositing by end of the month..

Going to be open about my bankroll with screen shots updated and try and grind 8 hours a day as often as I can.

What bros union u gonna play on?

Bobby room. I'm gettn a bike to work for Uber eats to

Very interesting read, it went full circle from buying a bike to work for Uber Eats to buying a bike to work for Uber Eats. I'll be very interested to see where you go from here OP, best of luck.

Lol...

Bobby room.

Alright, let me say it nicely:
You say you're a winner because you won a long time ago.
But guess what? I played really big poker games, and my wins and losses were much bigger than what you're aiming for.

I came back to poker in January. At first, I played smaller games and then moved up to bigger ones.
The smallest game, PLO 50, I did okay in (but honestly, I think I was losing there too).
But when I tried PLO 100, I got totally beaten.
PLO 200 was better because I was careful about which games I joined.

Even though I hadn't played for 10 years, I still talked a lot with really good poker players about hands and strategies. So, what did I do next?
I bought this special course PLO Mastermind (you should use the code Rinkar, if you ever think about buying it) and practiced a lot with the PLO trainer. Also, my friend who works for PLO MM coached me to get better.

I don't want to sound mean, but it's not just about money. You don't even know what VPIP is!
I promise you, you're not winning at any online poker, not even the smallest games.
And the way you act here makes me think you wouldn't do well in a live poker game either.
Sadly, some people tell you that you'll be a great poker player without understanding how much skill you need. It seems like you can't handle it, even mentally. So, I won't even talk about what else you need to be good at poker nowadays. Trust me, anyone who says "You're gonna make it" after just reading a bit is just teasing you.

Yo op. What is a vpip?

Also why everyone takes this so serious? Just sit back and enjoy the eventual trainwreck.

Hes already broke and homeless....not like it can get any worse.