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Originally Posted by wj294
Yeah +1 to Xeno’s last point, OP has a few leaks that he needs to address and can benefit from help but it’s unfair to comment on his gf’s motivations / her at all.
A few leaks?
OP is addicted to losing and I've known this feeling myself as well.
He will keep looking for more swings higher stakes untill he loses and can get in his fatalistic victim mentality.
He won't change untill he has lost everything, is in debt or bad health and comes knocking on his parents door for shelter and help.
Reading his drunk story it made me relive my own extreme degen moments and think of how bad it felt. Then I realised I was a student living at home, without any responsibilties or costs. It was only digital money what I lost and that already felt the worst.
I don't want to imagine how it feels when you add responsibilties, career, status, future and everything else OP is putting on the line.
Just damn, man. OP is in for one hell of a life downswing holy ****. Please keep updating OP because Im very interested how you will cope with it all, in the next few months.