@big bawlz- thanks man and ya I don't let daily results really effect me. This blog is just a place where i can rant.

@gazzy- You keep up the hard work 2 sir, im subbed to your cash thread. Ever thought about playin small stakes mttS? i swear its 10x softer than 50nl.

@iquit- yes I will agree with you there but you quoted something im confused about. Since i Get to play poker all day and everyday I cannot have pain and suffering? Celebrities, sports athletes, super wealthy they get to do what they want each day and so many have pain and suffering that they commit suicide. Poker is a emotional rollercoster and if you don't have you screws held on tight then you will lose it.
Please go on a 40k+ downswing and then go harder then ever before playing almost 2 month straight without taking a break to make very little and see so many times you could make 10k+ just to watch the deck run out the other way and tell me you will not endure any pain or suffering.

I'll buy one of your older I phones if you were with AT&T. I dropped a brand new one in the ocean on vaca.... no insurance....FAIL

GL on your grind.

Maybe you should play lower and lower variance if you can't handle fairly standard swings without pain and suffering?

lol at all the smart ass comments...

If you play full time and grind like this guy does (not hs baller with infinit br) you're always gonna have stretches where you feel down and don't have a top notch mental game. Some rant on blogs, others will not deal with it at all and go mental etc.

Last few day been meh. I try to focus on the big mtts so volume was low. It went well felt like game was sharp just poor results. I just woke up and started reg for Friday. Going to play marathon and reg up to big 162 then sleep and so it again .

Min cashed a MTT today. Be jealous, haters.

Wtf teach me how

I did go see tnmt 3d the other day. I loved It as I am a huge fan growing up. Megan fox for April great idea .

Favorite turtle?

Def mike and I'm not that lazy dude just a stoner pos and the turtles are pot heads .


8/15
Played two session today , one was real early and lost around a g and the 2nd set started good but fizzle out with a ton of f2t included benji and 20 10k got 10th in both. I am at the ftable of a 16 6 max right now 3/6 hopefully I close it for a g and break even .

Mtts 70
Hours 11
Profit unknown hehe

really respect your grind homie. what do you think about not really chasing TLBs and playing some smaller/lower variance games and adding some softer sites? guess im just having trouble understanding the appeal of going for TLBs. it's one thing if you have a really good shot at t5 the yearly TLB and get a 20k+ passport for EPTs, but u said u missed the first half of the year so that seems pretty improbably.

not trying to rain on your parade at all. best of luck on the felts.

@ Getty ~ hey man appreciate the respect and I agree with a lot of what you said. As you can tell I stop the mass grind and cut out pretty much all the 5 dollar and lower mtts and been focusing on the really good value ones . I still think if I keep to this pace I have a chance for top 5 yearly . I been close to so many huge mtts with a few binks my score will rise rapidly. Only really need to win 1 every other day with tlb around 500. Thank god I added tilt and 888 to my schedule I'm up around 10k since adding them the last few weeks. I will add a few more but I'm really getting comfortable with my stars layout and config. Once I get my 3 monitor setup I will be on path of destruction with one monitor for mtts and one for satties 180 etc all tiles 24 max.

I end up shipping the 16 2.5k 6 max. I got heads up as a 4:1 dog but I battle for 20 min and took the victory to make it a slightly profitable day.

Boom, so we both won MTTs today

7/16
A very fun Saturday wish it could last. Started the big 16 finishing 18 th in that and kept going deep in heaps. End up making a little. Really tired gonna nap and might play night sess. I busted the 320 sko in great fashion qq vs 99 s 88 vs a4 all in pre and I had all covered next hand bust with 2 bb.

Mtts - 75
Hours -11
Profit - 1.3k

Ftables
Twister 1st 1.3k
Early fiddy 3rd
11r action hr 3rd
44 6th
55 25ko 4th
One more but don't remember

7/17
Ruff Sunday indeed. Could have been a lot worst! I min cash a lot of small **** and bubble over 1k worth of big ****. My def bubble is like 10 from money in a big mtt. I did that to the Millie , ftop 6 max , Big Ben and mega deep. Really fustersted with 3 of the 4 bubbles. I did end up getting 2nd in a 22 6 max to help save the day . I got super unlucky in the 75 mtt for 10th after I win a 20bb flip vs yugio. Gonna sleep and supposed to fly out tom but don think in going . I get my new setup and changing the kids room to office pretty excited . Also busted first hand of ftops main kk vs aa on k 5 2 flop.

Mtts - 86
Hrs - 11
Profit - -1609

Seen you alot at the tables lately, gl dude.

Fustersted is the perfect word for those days man

Lol ^^^ took me a minute, then I reread my post.

@s ~ thanks man what ur sn?

So today was a bust! I was suppose to awake and have a new shiny computer at my doorstep but that didn't happen. I actually did a 360 and went with a completely different setup that way more powerful. I just order 3 monitors for it so I'm going to have a 3x1 on a stand with the top one overlapping the middle monitor. Then eventually will either do 5 27 inch verticals or maybe 8 for the hell of it to make a dome. But new pc pretty kickass , lemme get my **** setup and I post some pics. The specs

Case: Thermaltake Chaser MK-I
Motherboard: Asus Sabertooth Z77
CPU: Intel Core i7-3770K
Cooler: Corsair Quiet Hydro Series H50
GPU: EVGA SuperClocked GeForce GTX 660 2GB
GPU: EVGA SuperClocked GeForce GTX 660 2GB
PSU: Thermaltake Black Widow W0319RU 850W Bronze Certified Modular + Power Cord
RAM: G.Skill Sniper Gaming Series 16gb 1600mhz
ssd ; samsung 280 gb

Tom going to be a short day, will be downloading hands and setting up pc all day . Might even take it off and use it as the study setup day.

where are you staying in mexico?

defs post pics of new setup

I'm in Mexico city' currently since it close to Florida where my family is. I was suppose to be back in tj last week and yesturday but first flight was cancel and 2nd flight I didn't show up . Dunno when I be making my return to tj but will be one day soon .

Been seeing you at more tables as Ive upped the MTTing myself.

You coming back to Baja for WCOOP? Planning on playing a big sched?

glgl

I tried saying hello to you like 6 times on the Millie table might be there for scoop and yah plan on playing most.

What a frustrating morning . The department stores in Mexico City suck and no one had two cables I need to sli 4 monitors . I needed vga to displayport then vga to dvi d. I learned a lot about cables In last 5 hours lol. I tried 4 different setups all to fail so I just order online and will have it here Thursday . My stand be here ether Friday or Monday but currently have 3 of the 4 running. My machine can support 8 but I think 4 will be plenty for the time being. I do want to do a vertical dome setup in the future but that gonna run me 2-3k which I don't really have at the moment to spend on luxury . I do have this Alienware 17 still that is pretty insane . All it needs is a ssd and it will score almost an 8 out of 8 on the window scale . I needed more real estate why the laptop wasn't working so if anyone wanna shoot me an offer for it I be done to part.

Didn't realise you had one of these man, snap subbed. GL