Hello guys, I am back to this community.
I had a lot of PGC threads, the first ones I just allowed to die, the middling I kept for a long time and really helped me, and the last ones I allowed to die or asked to close. These last few months I finally decided to go deeper into trying to become more self aware, awareness of my flaws, biases etc. And one of my conclusions was that having a PGC thread just seemed a way to self promote, to fuel my own ego, to try to hide my own insecurities (usually hide them of myself). But it doesn´t need to be this way, really.
Twoplustwo still seems to be the biggest, and most diverse, poker forum from what I know (RIO seems to be dying, unfortunately, and the others already died unless I´m missing any other open poker community), and so this is the place where I think I can get the most knowledge exchange. I just need to focus my effort in keeping myself open minded, unbiased and treat everything that comes with equanimity.
I´m going to be talking more about general strategies that I manage to implement in my game, general approach, trying to get rid of what doesn´t work, than specifics like HHs, but I might change my mind, or just be flexible and do both.
One of my biggest mindset issues, that some of you might remember (or maybe not), is how I dealt with criticism, specially the ones I perceived as disrespectful. For example, a few years ago some member decided to offer me, via PM, advice as I was struggling to move up to 10nl. Then, I made a video of me playing, posted here and this same guy started to throw insults, to say how bad I was, how everyone playing the micros here on 2p2 were just <word> (I don´t remember the exact word, but was very insulting as a matter of fact). Then I blocked him, but before I threw my own jabs, deliberately trying to go even further, down to the personal level. How immature I was, right?
This might be just human, but most humans are imperfect and wired in a way that is, at least in part, detrimental to their own successes, so being aware and trying to at least minimize the flaws and approach praise, criticism, and even insults in a more equanimous way looks like a better approach to poker and life.
And here we are. I will do my best effort in trying to bring good topics, especially about my own strategies and thinking, but also poker in general, and would like people to engage. You guys have my full permission to be as candid as possible in replying to my posts, to call me out if I cross the line and start to throw any out of line comments or step too far from reasonable/well balanced opinions etc. Full sincerity on any HH I decide to post looking for help will be fully appreciated, and as long as it comes with the why and suggestions on how to improve, you can call me bad/terrible...
Been playing 6-max more often nowadays. It´s a faster and more dynamic format for sure, compared with the slowness of Full Ring, but the reg tables still play on a very reasonable pace (4-tabling) as long as I´m in my best game. And incredibly enough, reducing from 4 to 3 tables whenever I feel overwhelmed makes me feel as relaxed as I usually am when playing FR. And feeling good while playing is making me appreciate the format, finally
It has higher variance (higher stddev compared to 9-max), and my main limit whenever I play shorthanded has been 10nl until I build a bit more my roll and confidence, but I believe most of my prior reservations were either just irrational thinking and/or lack of confidence. And if I want to move up to decent stakes, I have to play it. Period. Better late than never.
I will talk a bit more about what BRM I want to use from now on, but I still have to think carefully about it. Topic for future posts.
My graph up to today:
Cheers