Shot didn´t go particularly well so far, so back to 10nl to regrind.
Had a bad experience staking a fellow 2p2er (for pennies, the $ value is insignificant), where the guy simply doesn´t pay me back. Whether it´s $500 or $5, ppl not paying me back affects my mental game quite a bit. Also bc I still believe the story of the guy (had 2 prior experiences with drug addicted family members trying to get better and asking for $, making promises then never paying it and always relapsing) so mad to myself by being naive and too good guy lol
Anyway, even though I don´t really need or want the money (the stake was $20
), I've seen him asking for a 2nl stake before, so if you get approached by any such proposal ($10, $20 etc to play 2nl for a while bc poker is the only thing that makes me happy etc
), and want a quick heads up about who is the guy, send me a pm and I'll tell you, show the discord/skype transcriptions if you want, stars sn etc).
Hopefully writing this s**t in public will vent the steam, make the anger go away and I´ll get back to my normal mental game state
Cheers