Month is over and I'm finally set in new apartment. Yesterday was last major project going on - changing all windows and now I'm just left with painting (again painting after not so long ago i did it in old apartment) the walls. Well that and some small things that my wife will take care of, like new kitchen table, chairs, glasses and bunch of those small stuff that if you put together still cost some money, but hey, we've been tightening our belts for long time, so I'm not even complaining if she buy some small stuff (even tho they seem stupid for me), I feel great that she can go and buy them. I mean i've been working for that after all! Not that she goes crazy now, just those small things if you know what i mean...
Anyway poker this month was on lower side with the volume, profits near 5k and this month we are back in business, so lets rock it!
Oh, funny thing happened... went to visit my mom today and she started explaining to me that she dreamed yesterday about winning a main prize in lottery and i **** you not, i had same dreams yesterday about winning the lottery by myself only the second best winnings! I bet neither of us will win ****, but it would be sick if happens.
Started this month pretty bad, being down ~3k at the beginning, so i recorded myself for coach and after he reviewed my video and not found any big leaks, just some smallish thing, I got my confidence back and started hitting tables again. Things went better so today i even sat at NL1000 again and managed to play some. In the end it was break even match but overall I came back to green zone for the month.
Well... bummer. After getting back my looses i hit another wall. I had biggest loosing day of 2.8k, mostly on NL600, running ****ty and I'd play them again in a heart beat if money wasn't the obstacle but since I want to be a professional about things i have to look at my roll and earnings. Today i played lower and hit another stop loss. Having hard times at the tables, but overall i'm not worry about my game, in fact i feel super about it!
I guess it's time to go for an idiot proof money making things - aka solid basics for a while til I recuperate.
In fact, I'm gonna do this each month til i hit 5k earnings and then taking small shoots higher.
Yeah, baby, feeling great at the tables, strong, etc... All days in week green, out of hole in profits again. Hitting some NL500-600 tables again, with a lil bit of hold back, but OK, it will pass. Action is good, playing almost everyone.
Still a lot of this is happening... I hate my turn sizing.
There you go, i finally reached it. 100k$. I reached it sooner if i count RB, and some hands missing and some other profits, but I wanted to see it in the graph.
Anyway I've managed to accomplish more in 1 year and 8 months since knowing Gordon and entering CFP program than I did with more than 12 years of working at my old job. This feels pretty fckn amazing to me and I can't thank you enough Gordon! I couldn't imagine before that it can be done/achieved by me, but there you go! Can't wait to shake your hand in person on our next meeting!
The best part is, I was given an opportunity to work with him in the future and being part of his community on longer basis so I can't wait to see where all this is headed!