I eat my word a bit , updating sometimes .
Last month had a good run but lazy volume and not studying , not pleased with efforts and had lazy habits , did log 45km running but not going to gym , still drinking alcohol etc.
May results :
https://gyazo.com/58f8adb0bd6e918e389e4741f7d7d7e6
This month start the run bad but getting out of it slowly , results :
https://gyazo.com/2355c51f59e284e7bb0d1a3b450f9596
Running bad is what it is not really much to say about it else than in bigger picture definitely have no understanding for pro players who have done poker more than a year or two full-time and who complain a lot of bad run as it does not make sense to do so . Personally I take losing kind of hard / seriously and start doing bunch of studying nowadays and also work on habits and just put in a ton of work because it is what helps and gives the results.
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Following a program with running and also started the gym after 10 year break . Enjoying it a lot . I was quite serious with weight-lifting during my younger days and I guess got a bit burned out and needed the time to just do cardio and home work-outs . Now doing both feels good but have to watch out with getting enough rest (sometimes I get excited and start putting in two work-outs in a day and it easily shocks the body as I am def. not at athlete level with fitness .
Diet, eating , drinking , sleeping and exercising habits are at where I want them to be , not going to discuss in detail what I do and what I don't do but am fairly happy of those areas at the moment .
Started to play on stars zoom 200 a bit for practice again and I really enjoy playing zoom , however its easy to get carried away logging crazy hours which I obviously love doing but which easily means spiraling down with habits due to wanting to somehow compensate the burn-out it is leading to . So have to watch out on that a bit and keep taking 2 D off / week .
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Did drive today to the city , haven't taken any driving lessons, just observed girlfriend driving and kind of picked up on that and trying to take bit advice from her as she has the license already . Did go really well with driving , felt really happy of having had the courage to get off comfort zone and JUST DO IT . Thinking its important in life to get to learn new skills , improve and grow which leads to moments of feeling proud (happy) sometimes .
Happy summer and good luck amigos!