Greetings my friends,
After following one of my favorite players ,Stefan11222's blog and comeback, I have decided to start a new blog. I have been suffering from lack of motivation and burnout the past 6 weeks with only spotty C- game grinding. I have been fluctuating between 200 and 500 games online for about 1.5 years now. I have to face reality and realize I have become what I originally said I would never become, a bad reg. I must evolve and come back stronger.
Having a blog to document and write down my goals will help with motivation. I will be mixing up games NL, PLO, and PLO5 live and online for the blog.
Background
I'm in my early 30s living in the USA and been a full time player for over 2.5 years now. I have mainly playing online 4card and 5card omaha. I started at 10NL online several years ago and quit my job to grind full time at 100-200 levels, then switched to PLO. If interested in more of background you can read one of my older blogs here.
Recent results
The lack of volume is embarrassing here. As you can see around 75k hand mark I hit a 40BI downswing and really took a toll on me mentally. This is the last 3 months or so, mainly on GG where the rake is very high. After fish buffet and affiliate RB I made about 7.8bb/100 total including this 2.5bb/100 from the graph. This is mostly 200 with some 500 mixed in.
I've also been dipping into some coding practice to try and learn some skills outside of poker.
Current Status
Currently I am way over rolled for online 200 games but only borderline rolled for 500. This is a difficult jump for 2.5x the BI for online and I have not had great success over my career landing it. It's hard to overcome expenses as is, and if you lose 20 BI at 500PLO that can take 3+ good months to bring it back grinding 200. Grinding 6 tables of 200 online isn't exciting for me anymore, and it feels more like a job now. It's having a bad effect on my overall volume. I just don't have it in me anymore to keep grinding 200 online, so I have adjusted my game plan.
New Gameplan
I will be using live poker to make the jump from 200 - 500, then return online. I am over rolled for live poker and can go ahead and play 2/5 or 500PLO games with no fear here. I will grind these for several months until my roll is comfy at 100K+ then I can bang some online back in at 500+, playing only 4 tables, taking my time with decisions, and focusing on playing well.
My live skills are a bit dusty at the moment, as I have randomly played some the last few months and had little success. Main thing I need to work on is paying attention to game flow, being more patient, and reverting to hand reading over GTO. Going from 6x tables online to 1 table live, the pace is quite a change.
I also am very rusty at NL, which I plan on spending a couple weeks working on before I return live. The live plo5 card games are super soft, but I want to be able to play NL as well at 2/5 and 5/10 live. Both have their pros and cons, and I think being able to shift between the two games will be the +EV bet for me long term. Live overall is booming in the US right now, special thanks to the vloggers!
I have yolo'd my roll into BTC, leaving myself with $10,000 USD to play live.
Thread Goals for 2024
- Bankroll >$100k
- 500 hours of live grinding (100 hours per month)
- Best shape of my life by Thanksgiving
- Update thread weekly
July Goals
I have vacation coming up in 1.5 weeks, so I will spend this time between then just focusing on NL. I will only be playing 20 hours max (likely less) a week until August. I want to use this month to relax and decompress from my 2.5 years of grinding. This way I am ready to hit the live games as soon as I come back. I will be using the $10k roll and probably just play on Global poker, because I think this is the most similar to live games. I will be hitting the live felt last week of July and ramping up the grinding starting then.
Happy July 4th! God Bless America!