Hi, I am PokerFish888, from Great Britain and a massive disappointment to my parents and anyone who has given a **** about me. Dropped out of uni so I can enjoy life, thought I could be Tom Dwan, thought I could be a professional stock trader, thought I could be a crypto millionaire, but I am now still living off payday loans. Gonna give my pro poker player dream another shot at this, deposited $300 on GG (or about £230), basically what was left after rent, bills, vapes, stimulants,gambling etc. I have got a shitty job that doesn't pay much, with inconsistent hours including night shifts. I am writing this after at 5am after I am down £150 on online casinos. and about $20 on 10NLz. Purpose of this is to journal my degen life for my future self and perhaps even provide you some entertainment for 2+2, I know you love your degen porns. Will be documenting by poker roll every now and then, alongside my stupid decisions in life. Although I would appreciate advice, I don't expect you to solve all of my problems.

I also took out some loans 2 weeks ago to purchase some poker training content - Upswing and FTGU as I haven't taken poker seriously since the solver era begun. Over the past few years I was mostly playing MTTs that I was not rolled for and Spins hoping to hit the jackpot, surprise surprise no luck so far. I also have ADHD, FTGU by Pete Clarke is dry af.

I plan to update this blog as regular as I can, but no point posting for the 500th time that I lost £100 on roulette and sports betting. Took another pill of Ritalin to stay up. Also AMA.

Got about £52,000 in debt, a mix of bank loans, personal loans, payday loans and the ol student loans (w/ maintenance loans) . No mortgage, my £230 savings are on GGpoker currently. GL me.
Btw, also while on a massive degen binge last year, put £500 down for Aston Villa to with the prem, 100/1. Will clear almost everything if Unai makes a miracle. I am not even a villa fan smh.

Subbed to GTOWizard Cash Premium, will go through the study plans and review spots. Bank account is getting more illiquid day-by-day, hoping that this is a +EV decision in the medium term.

Bank roll -$7 now $293 from a short session this morning