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09-21-2022 , 01:02 PM
Great final post to top off an astonishing career. Probably the most successful Scottish cash game player of all time? I guess if I want to be like you I'm going to have to start journaling now
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09-21-2022 , 01:16 PM
Thanks for sharing Donald.

GL with things.
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09-21-2022 , 02:33 PM
Beautiful post. I've read through this thread multiple times for inspiration.

The last bullet point hit me in the feels. Massive ggwpwp.

I'll take the offer and ask a couple questions. Thank you for you time btw.

1. Advice on being more consistent? I've been playing professionally for about 1.5 years and I can't seem to get out of what I call my boom and bust cycle. I go through periods of extreme motivation where I'm living and breathing poker 24/7 and then it will stop in an instant and I'm generally depressed for days or weeks and the thought of poker disgusts me and then eventually the boom cycle starts again, rinse and repeat.

2. Best tip for improving winrate? I've been floundering around 3-4bb for the year and I feel like there is 1-2bb of winrate that I'm missing somewhere but I can't figure it out. I feel like my BB wr should be lower than it is (-30) and my CO(18) seems super low compared to my BTN(30). I have a feeling this answer is going to be different for everybody but doesn't hurt to ask
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09-21-2022 , 04:12 PM
Sick mic drop. Honored and flattered to make the shout out list.

Totally resonates that poker is a great job as a broke young adult and kinda meh as time goes on. It's blue collar, we operate our hot dog stands and clock in and out on our own schedules with limited growth (and income) potential. It is what it is, but a relatively stress free 100k-250k (or more) as your own boss with low/no overhead is nothing to sneeze at. Especially if you're in a gambling tax free jurisdiction.

Happy to hear life is going well, wishing you the best
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09-21-2022 , 05:59 PM
Insane ending post to an insane thread, probably one of the best blogs here on 2p2. I started playing poker seriously relatively late (2019) and I always go back reading yours/linus/bbb/makeboi/ymb/stefans blogs for some motivation when having tough times during my grind through midstakes (still cant beat 500nl after 2years).
  1. What advice would you give to someone whos, oppositely to you, working full time as a Computer Scientist and is beating midstakes decently(not crushing) on the side niy wants to pursue poker as a career? Is it worth making the switch given what you said about upper limits being lower in Poker? I ofcourse enjoy grinding poker more than working a regular CS job.
  2. How should one start about his mental health when you have days feeling very positive about life etc and then feeling like **** and wanting to just sleep throughout the day the very next day?
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09-21-2022 , 07:42 PM
Great end to a successful journey. Wish you all the best in your future endeavours Donald!
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09-22-2022 , 12:55 AM
Great update/final entry to a great blog and poker career. You also had a super positive impact on my life, poker game, football trophy cabinet and bankroll due to prop bets over the past 10ish(?) years.

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Originally Posted by d7o1d1s0
hopefully my ego isn't such that I won't be able to recognise I've made a mistake if that's truly how things are.
Just cos something doesn't work out (which i'm sure it will - you generally excel at everything you touch, except maybe call of duty), doesn't make it a mistake. I think it's awesome you're pursuing the things you wanna do and I wish you nothing but the best.

Settle down Dods, do your work.

<3
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09-22-2022 , 01:59 AM
gg's d7, hope you remain in happiness, buddy.
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09-22-2022 , 02:17 AM
what a banging post. truly a great ending to a fantastic career, but also notably the start of something new and exciting.

gl moving forward and stay in touch <3
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09-22-2022 , 08:09 AM
V inspiring thread gl on ur next journey

was wondering if you had any advice on how to avoid just mindlessly trying to copy pio outputs and build your game effectively
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09-22-2022 , 08:26 AM
great stuff donald, good luck with everything next
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09-22-2022 , 11:35 AM
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Originally Posted by KidCudi147
Great post man, and in general very inspirational journey. Wish you good luck in whatever comes next!
Thanks man

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Originally Posted by hurtNCYDE
Great final post to top off an astonishing career. Probably the most successful Scottish cash game player of all time? I guess if I want to be like you I'm going to have to start journaling now
Hmm, not sure. He was kinda on his way out as I started, but maybe JackRich or someone like that?

Top 5 top 5 top 5

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Originally Posted by Jaznin
Thanks for sharing Donald.

GL with things.
Cheers man

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Originally Posted by BobbyPeru
Beautiful post. I've read through this thread multiple times for inspiration.

The last bullet point hit me in the feels. Massive ggwpwp.

I'll take the offer and ask a couple questions. Thank you for you time btw.

1. Advice on being more consistent? I've been playing professionally for about 1.5 years and I can't seem to get out of what I call my boom and bust cycle. I go through periods of extreme motivation where I'm living and breathing poker 24/7 and then it will stop in an instant and I'm generally depressed for days or weeks and the thought of poker disgusts me and then eventually the boom cycle starts again, rinse and repeat.

2. Best tip for improving winrate? I've been floundering around 3-4bb for the year and I feel like there is 1-2bb of winrate that I'm missing somewhere but I can't figure it out. I feel like my BB wr should be lower than it is (-30) and my CO(18) seems super low compared to my BTN(30). I have a feeling this answer is going to be different for everybody but doesn't hurt to ask
1. Yea this is a super common and super costly mindset. One of the things we hammer into our guys is that consistency beats intensity every time. I think it all comes down to balance - probably what's happening is that you're burning yourself out during the boom, such that some part of you eventually just says no. Then you feel guilty about the time off and feel the need to 'catch up' by going full bore, etc etc.

My advice would be to treat it a little more like a job - decide what a good day/week looks like for you, tick the things off and consider that a job well done. Even if that means leaving a little in the tank sometimes. You need time away from the screen with your loved ones, you need time off (at least 1 day/week) etc etc - so budget for these things and try to design a routine you can stick with long term.

2. First off - realise that there is almost exactly 0 info to be gained by looking at your positional winrates. It's a weird little wrinkle - people understand that 100k hands at 4bb doesn't mean a winrate is 4bb, but forget that when looking at *JUST* e.g. CO winrate, over obviously smaller sample.

Obviously "it depends" but most guys at small and midstakes are playing too conservatively (folding too much especially on later streets, and not bluffing enough against the other guys doing the same) and too linearly through the main lines (i.e. thinking 'is this hand good enough to bet?', and so betting their X% strongest hands and main x/f'ing the rest).

I think most guys spend too much time studying pio and not enough time studying who they're playing against and what *makes money* in their games. You are almost never playing against the nemesis.

GL

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Originally Posted by pokerarb
Sick mic drop. Honored and flattered to make the shout out list.

Totally resonates that poker is a great job as a broke young adult and kinda meh as time goes on. It's blue collar, we operate our hot dog stands and clock in and out on our own schedules with limited growth (and income) potential. It is what it is, but a relatively stress free 100k-250k (or more) as your own boss with low/no overhead is nothing to sneeze at. Especially if you're in a gambling tax free jurisdiction.

Happy to hear life is going well, wishing you the best
Thanks man - you were my first ever coach and it had a massive impression on me at the time when I really wasn't sure if I could make a thing of it or not. Much appreciated

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Originally Posted by whoareuwhowho
Insane ending post to an insane thread, probably one of the best blogs here on 2p2. I started playing poker seriously relatively late (2019) and I always go back reading yours/linus/bbb/makeboi/ymb/stefans blogs for some motivation when having tough times during my grind through midstakes (still cant beat 500nl after 2years).
  1. What advice would you give to someone whos, oppositely to you, working full time as a Computer Scientist and is beating midstakes decently(not crushing) on the side niy wants to pursue poker as a career? Is it worth making the switch given what you said about upper limits being lower in Poker? I ofcourse enjoy grinding poker more than working a regular CS job.
  2. How should one start about his mental health when you have days feeling very positive about life etc and then feeling like **** and wanting to just sleep throughout the day the very next day?
1. Tough to say - on the one hand life is too short to just be $EV maximising all the time, and if you want to follow your dream there will never be a perfect time to do it. On the other hand, I think objectively poker is getting tougher and will continue to do so. I've seen some of the latest generation solver training tools and they're pretty sick, it's quite hard to imagine these tools get worse over the next couple years. Also, kinda sucks to say but I think it depends quite a lot now on your jurisdiction - if you can play in very soft regulated pools (that might join together relatively soon) then there's a decent shot you can make big bucks for a few years. Luckily with your CS background there will always be a job waiting for you aswel, so perhaps your downside is pretty limited.

2. Like I mentioned in my post, the key is to do the right things BEFORE it feels super urgent. If you're anything like me, I don't particularly feel like it when everything is gravy, but I've realised it's important I tick them off anyway so that the mechanisms are in place when I really need them. It's really just a discipline thing. I feel like we live in an age of distraction now, where it's never been more commonly known how to live a steady, happy life, but in a sense it's never been more difficult to execute now that we all carry such a highly optimised distraction machine in our pockets.

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Great end to a successful journey. Wish you all the best in your future endeavours Donald!
Thanks very much Ted!

The few months I spent in your CFP definitely the fattest value I've ever really got from a coaching setup. Gave me the confidence to take a shot moving up to 400nl immediately after, with $16k to my name (in the early days of scripting). IIRC I had two 30k months back to back, which basically sent me on my way to HS. Was at a difficult time for me personally aswel, so made a huge difference to my life situation and self confidence. Much appreciated man

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Originally Posted by SmbSmbSmb
Great update/final entry to a great blog and poker career. You also had a super positive impact on my life, poker game, football trophy cabinet and bankroll due to prop bets over the past 10ish(?) years.

Just cos something doesn't work out (which i'm sure it will - you generally excel at everything you touch, except maybe call of duty), doesn't make it a mistake. I think it's awesome you're pursuing the things you wanna do and I wish you nothing but the best.

Settle down Dods, do your work.

<3
Thanks very much brother.

I maintain that on a different day I'd have smashed that rice-eating propbet, lmfao.

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gg's d7, hope you remain in happiness, buddy.
Cheers dude

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Originally Posted by BenaBadBeat
what a banging post. truly a great ending to a fantastic career, but also notably the start of something new and exciting.

gl moving forward and stay in touch <3
Cheers kidder! Talking of something new and exciting, you guys out in Aus now??

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V inspiring thread gl on ur next journey

was wondering if you had any advice on how to avoid just mindlessly trying to copy pio outputs and build your game effectively
Good question!

I kinda touched on this above, but you've got to realise you're definitely NOT playing against pio at the tables. Therefore trying to mimic pio outputs is clearly not the maxEV strategy. Lots of people wind up in circles thinking that they either need to max exploit (in the case they're playing someone bad) or 0 exploit (if it's someone good), without realising that it's a continuum.

Imagine a toy game where player 1's correct strategy is to bet all their value, plus X% of their bluffs. Vs that strategy, player 2 (who has only bluffcatchers) should call Y% and fold the rest.

If player 1 bluffs slightly too often, player 2's maxEV response is to call always, fold never. Is player 1 bluffs slightly too little, player 2 'should' fold always call never.

However, if player 2 just thinks that maaaybe player 1 is bluffing sliiiightly too little, it's also a perfectly valid response to just call slightly less than Y% and not sweat it too much. No, it's not the maxEV response in either case, but it is a 'good enough' response in a world where player 2 can't be 100% sure about player 1's strategy. This I think is the key point a lot of guys who get stuck at 100 and 200nl are missing.

When making a decision, you should have an idea of how the equilibrium situation looks, an idea about how your opponent MIGHT be playing suboptimally, and therefore make what I call 'soft' adjustments based on that assumption. Hard exploits (like dramatic, T high calldown territory) are also fine/have their place, I just prefer to put together my strategies with the caveat that I might be wrong.

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Originally Posted by Slugant
great stuff donald, good luck with everything next
Thanks very much man

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Appreciate the questions guys, keep them coming
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09-22-2022 , 03:29 PM
Congrats on the great career and gl in the future!

What was the biggest mistakes you saw students you coached throughout the years make that ended up with them not seeing success / potential that you thought they maybe could've reached?
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09-22-2022 , 09:01 PM
Great post and best of luck for the future.

Do you ever see yourself working as an 'employee' (shudder) again or do you plan to always be self-employed? I think for many folks it would be difficult going back to working for someone else after so long being a poker pro.
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09-23-2022 , 04:00 PM
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Originally Posted by TreadLightly
Congrats on the great career and gl in the future!

What was the biggest mistakes you saw students you coached throughout the years make that ended up with them not seeing success / potential that you thought they maybe could've reached?
A few things.

Firstly, in 'Thinking, Fast and Slow' they talk about how humans need to 'win' much more often than they 'lose' in order to feel neutral. For most people, they need to feel the feeling of winning between 2 and 3 times as often as they feel the sensation of losing in order to emotionally break even. I think this explains a lot of what you typically see from mediocre players. For example, calling a small bet with a bad hand on the river is a situation where you're typically gonna lose 60% of the time. Therefore it's easier to do some mental gymnastics and justify a fold than it is to take your +$EV and -emotionalEV. Bluffing needing to get it through <50% also falls into this category of situation.

I also think this explains why a lot of the time, our students report a huge decrease in poker-related stress when the decide to intentionally blind themselves from their results. Conditional of having a reasonable bankroll management strategy, it's objectively better to look at your results as infrequently as possible. It will also help you to place the results in their proper context - of course you should care about the outcome, but it's actually quite far out of your control.

Another big thing is self-belief. Lots of guys (arguably myself included) cost themselves massive amounts of EV by not moving up quickly enough. Kinda traces back to results-orientation yet again, but basically I see the job of someone playing less than $1kNL is just to get the hell out of small-midstakes as quickly as possible.

Which ties into a third big one - lots of guys show a lot of resistance to game-selecting. Another spot where from the outside view, if you're playing poker to make money, the obvious thing to do is to play in the games that make you the most money. I've seen credible sounding arguments from guys who say they are also playing to be the best, which is admirable, but even if that's genuinely your goal, you should still take the most direct route through small and midstakes so you can start playing with the actually good guys.

Last thing is consistency. I'd say it's actually really not hard to execute a day where you improve drastically faster than the average. What's very hard is to keep that up for the ~2-3 years it takes for that to translate into being one of the best in the world. Lots of guys unfortunately get stuck in the boom/bust cycle another poster described above, very hard to sustain the type of progress needed to really make it in poker without mastering yourself and figuring out how to put in that effort consistently. I'd recommend 'Atomic Habits' for anyone struggling with this.

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Great post and best of luck for the future.

Do you ever see yourself working as an 'employee' (shudder) again or do you plan to always be self-employed? I think for many folks it would be difficult going back to working for someone else after so long being a poker pro.
I've thought about this a bit in the last while - basically I think programming is a skill where one person can be 1,000x as valuable as another, I'm quite objectively on the lower end of that scale just now. Therefore, it might be a decent strategy for me to take a job (probably remote? idk) where I can basically drastically increase me skills, earn a decent wage etc, then leave once my value catches up.

IDK though, you're definitely right that the freedom of being your own boss is addictive, definitely one of the things I'm most grateful for.
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09-24-2022 , 03:20 AM
Glad we got to have the time together that we did. I'm sure you will be successful at whatever you apply yourself too. Hope to see you again sometime soon, much love
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09-24-2022 , 07:54 AM
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What's up guys, gonna chime in here one last time to cap things off both for this blog and for my poker playing journey as a whole.

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Feels weird to be responding to 2020 year review posts, but **** it lol.



Yeah towards the end of my career I was just focussing way more on quality over quantity. I started to view the value of each session as having two parts - that which you realise during the session (your $/hour) and that which you realise over every subsequent session (the increase/decrease in your $/hour brought about by thinking deeply about the spots). Especially given the situation with bitb, it just made so much more sense for me to play short, high-quality sessions rather than trying to play volume for the sake of it.



I would also say that having a pre session routine also really helped my mental game. In that - if I ticked everything off and then lost a bunch of money, I'd feel much more secure in the fact I'd made sure I'd maximised the probability of performing towards the higher end of my abilities. So it's a kind of double benefit, extremely high ROI for the 5-10m it takes.





I've kept up a very strong journalling habit over the last few years - most days I journal both in the morning (this is really more like a to-do list, 'what moves the needle today?' is the most common question I ask myself), and at night - this is mainly just gratitude practise, I list 5 things I'm grateful for. Plus obviously anything else that's on my mind, always helps me to tease out what's at the root of it. Another thing that over time I've come to see as more and more vital for any profession where your returns to effort aren't linear.



TY







Cheers guys











Haha, glad the boys enjoyed this. I just about pissed myself when I uncovered these tbh, it's a real shame that a bunch of them went missing as I was moving around so much in my twenties and people slowly got sick of storing my ****

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Well, where to start.

I guess I could summarise the first 4 months of 2021, which turned out to be the last 4 months of my playing career.

I had an absolutely sick run, mainly off the back of a HU grudge match at 1k on party where I absolutely destroyed a guy, can't remember the exact details but I'm pretty sure it was around 60BI in something like 10k hands. Though obviously not the highest stakes, it was definitely the sickest battle of my career in the sense that, at the start of the match this guy (who was a talker) was REALLY getting under my skin. Maybe 2-3 times I cut sessions short because I could feel that my lizard brain had just taken over with this guy **** talking me. Had to be super careful to be taking care of the mental game side, preparing like a monk before sessions and extensive review/journalling after. But then all of a sudden I just went turbo and legit couldn't lose a hand. Poor guy ended up busting his account at least once, just every session I'd win 10+ buyins. Can't really remember if he quit me, I think he maybe wanted to play 500 or something, but yea at some point it was clear it was over.

So yea - though it wasn't at all planned, I ended up playing my last hands as a dedicated professional in the early days of April. It was completely unplanned - basically I'd been paying more and more attention to defi/crypto type stuff, a few days off became a few weeks, and all of a sudden there were just a bunch of things I'd rather do than play hands.

Part of this was coaching related - during this time I put together what I personally think is my best ever course for bitb. 'Playing vs Humans' started with some epistemology type stuff - why we might think we know something about how a spot should play, how to systematically improve that knowledge, Bayes theory etc. Then moved on to some specifics- basically I always viewed players according to a 2x2 matrix - whether they were fundamentally weaktight or spewy and technically good/bad. So most regs I'd either label as weak (fundamentally they believe you win at poker by having the best hand) or spewy (believe you win by bluffing/winning more pots). And fish the same (with some winrate type variables too). Then with that distinction in mind, you can look at pio sims, get an idea for how equilibrium works in whatever spot, and have a clue and about direction you should be defaulting to in that spot depending on who you're playing against. Very, very few regs ever got the 'good' tag (where I'd not even be trying to soft-exploit them).

I got a lot of value from this framework over my career, and after sharing it with our students I kinda felt like I didn't have much else to offer. I'd known for some time that the younger/hungrier guys had much better ideas about how equilibrium looked in a growing range of spots, so I didn't really see myself adding much value on that side of things. I viewed myself more like the experienced guy who might have decent ideas about how combine that knowledge with what you know about your opponent to make good decisions in practise. As well as other practical things about how to manage the stresses of playing poker every day to have a more fulfilling/sustainable career. So yeah, between getting that out in the world and also having not played in a couple months, I decided also to step back also from coaching.

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I guess ultimately the decision to wind up my poker career had two main motivations:
  1. Financial. Though I still believe poker is probably the single best/most reliable way for someone to get from 4 to 7 figure net worth, I began to realise that it's maybe quite a poor way to get from 7 to 8+. It's basically not that hard to get to the point of making $100k-$250k/year, but then really quite hard to get substantially higher than that. At some point with poker, you get to the stage of playing the biggest games that consistently run, and then that's basically then end. To play bigger games still, I think you maybe have to move beyond poker.
  2. Moral. I thought about this more and more with time. I DON'T think that playing online poker is immoral. If there's a problem gambler who's decided to play, they are eventually going to lose their money, and you NOT playing with them doesn't change that at all. That said, it's hard to argue that playing poker is a moral +. You just aren't really helping a guy by stacking him. There's an argument to be made, especially at nosebleed stakes, that those who are willing to play huge, basically 24h/day, are providing a service that you can't really get elsewhere and that therefore it's fair they're very well paid. But yea - I think playing poker is a moral 0 at best.

    Contrast this with most businesses - where whatever entity provides X service/product for $Y. The customer pays $Y, which implies they value the thing at >$Y, i.e. that they've had some 'consumer surplus' . I.e. they've 'won'. While the business makes $Y - their costs, i.e. they've also won. Most business transactions are therefore win-win, in a way which doesn't really exist in zero-sum games like poker.

    Again there are wrinkles here - there's a decent argument to be made that in the case of tourneys/streamers etc, the people watching events also get some enjoyment, perhaps making the whole thing positive sum. But these are possible exceptions to the rule IMO.

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So, in June/July '21, having at least decided to take a break from poker, I decided to do a coding bootcamp. This is something I'd been wanting to do for literally years, my second episode actually took place right as a started a software engineering uni course. Probably for that reason I wasn't 100% sure I could do it, it being basically 9-5 Mon-Fri. But once I got started with it I absolutely loved it.

I guess the truth is that I've always been a bit of an 'ideas' guy. I'm the typical domain name buyer, 'omg but what if this', bigger picture guy. As more and more of business/life itself has moved online, inevitably that's meant my ideas are mainly for websites/automation of whatever computer-based tasks. So taking a 4-month programming course seemed like exactly the right thing to do. I did it in-person here in Edinburgh, at a place called CodeClan.

It went really good, I graduated in November and I've been doing coding, (loosely) crypto-related stuff since.

I started out in the new year basically just throwing **** at the wall, doing projects off my own bat - just thinking about whatever X project might need and trying to build it, for free. At first I got beaten to a few things (looots of very strong coders in the crypto world), but after a while I started to have some success and got my first few (small) paycheques for stuff I built. Felt pretty hype at the time

I've just been working for 1 client, obviously my plan isn't to just be a freelance coder guy, but to eventually get to the point where I'm building projects/products with a team and offering services on a bigger scale.

But, I've learned that it's generally a bad idea to pay people to do things you don't know how to do (as you never know if they're doing a good job or taking you for a ride), so I'm staying patient and trying to just move the needle each day, improving my skills, my network and etc.

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Sometimes I do wonder if I've made a mistake - it's definitely difficult sometimes to see the bitb coaches/students making huge cash, while I've basically decided on a whim to move from the top of one profession to the bottom of another. I try to keep it in perspective though - in the very best case my earning potential will be exponential (which involves it being very low for a frustratingly long time). In the worst case if I can't find a niche/get anything going, I can almost certainly get myself a very cushty dev job working for some big company with decent upside potential. Or I can always go back to playing poker - hopefully my ego isn't such that I won't be able to recognise I've made a mistake if that's truly how things are.

I definitely miss hanging out with the boys on random study calls a few times a week and talking shop. I've been posting on Twitter under a pseudonym (don't want to post publicly, DM if you want to connect), but haven't yet really found my tribe like I have in poker.

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Not really sure how to wrap this up honestly - thinking back on the journey which basically dominated 10 years of my working life, it's kinda hard to parse it down to a neat summary.

There are some specific people I need to thank, I'll definitely miss a few but here goes:
  • Everyone who ever helped me with my game. Gonna go roughly chronological here.. pokerarb (taught me to be professional), Ted (taught me what a gameplan was), Doug (taught me HU, helped me believe I could hang at HS)... Stevie/Frank (taught me how to play with fish/badregs).. which brings me to..
  • All the bitb cash guys. Coaches/Students past and present, most particularly G, without whom the whole thing would probably have imploded. But also Rool, Patrick, Marcus.. I mean the boys know who they are, but they probably don't know how grateful I am that they stuck with me through it all.
  • Everyone I met along the way. Stevie and Frank again, the first poker guys I ever met IRL. Ricky, Hughes, Marcel, Ben, Cam, Julian, Stefan, Linus, the whole London/ Gay UK/ PDC crews. Good ****ing times.
  • 2p2 and everyone who followed along. It's a strange thing to have identified so strongly with an online community built around a gambling game. But I have always felt a great respect for and camaraderie with everyone who's stumbled across a poker client, a pure fish, and mastered themselves and the game enough to support themselves from it. It's a strange kind of hero's journey which I think we've all been on and which unites us in a way.

My advice to anyone just starting out:

Take care of yourself.

I think poker attracts young guys who are intelligent, ambitious, a touch introverted and maybe a little more intense than average. If you truly dedicated yourself to the path, it takes you on a hero's journey where you experience highs you didn't think possible, but also intense lows where you begin to question everything you think you know. Everyone thinks they are prepared for it till it truly happens to them. You don't have to look that far to find circumstances where this turns tragic. Sometimes financially, sometimes worse.

I knew this objectively, but in my heart-of-hearts didn't believe it could happen to me when I suddenly started having my own mental health problems. I feel like this is maybe bound to fall on deaf ears, but the lesson to take here is - DON'T be complacent about your own mental health. No one can do this for you, you have to save yourself and you have to be deliberate and proactive about it. When the crisis comes, it's too late.

Everyone knows what this means - meditating, journalling, looking after your physical health etc etc. The hard part is having the discipline to tick it off when it doesn't feel urgent.

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Not sure if this is really likely to get any traction, but I thought it would also be cool to do an AMA. Can't find the original copy/pasta annoyingly (and don't have the patience to keep trying after typing out this monster), but I got a lot of value from reading the old 'The Well' posts from OGs in my early days on P5s/2p2, so seems like it's only fair to take my turn down the well.

Much 2p2, GL out there.


Cant remember the last time I read a post this good on 2p2

Thanks for the read and best of luck for the future !
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09-24-2022 , 09:36 AM
Thanks and gl d7

Would you say that you/the team at bitb have everything figured out in regard to poker theory?
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