A week or so decided to do it, gonna drop all uni stuff after this period,but still got like 4 exams and few assignments I plan to finish. After that I'm going to focus 100% on poker for at least until August, then I'll need to re-asses if I'm going to finish my bachelors and quit poker or if I'll continue to balance stuff or continue full pokermode. Poker is not the end goal for me, but merely a part time thing, which sadly is going to be dead soon, at least cashgames, so if I want to make it to highstakes, it's now or never, probably never.. BUT ILL TRY!
Been playing only NL200 for like 2 weeks now, and things are starting to click again, getting confidence back and just crushing stuff. Had around 30-40bi downswing that was quite brutal, but after playing with variance calculators it's not even that rare, especially with my gameplan that doesn't really brind the STDEV down (got like 110 STDDEV lol).
Like if I were a 5bb/100 winner (no idea how big winners ppl actually are at midstakes and where I actually fit in there, I think I'm good, but so does everyone else lol), a 110 STDEV over 100k hands looks like this. Pretty sick.
GOTTA EMBRACE THE VARIANCE! Lately been running good, but at 200 I just all the time see people making stupid **** or have blatantly overnitty stats, so definitely think I'm beating it for a decent bb/100.
Lifetime NL200 brag #LOLSAMPLE. What bb/100 does top NL200 regs have?
Gonna start adding 400 again soon, probably before the end of the month.
MTD graph BB graph. Not pretty, but **** happens. I'm happy if I'll get in the green in BB's, so I can say that I haven't had a losing BB month in a long time XDD. In terms of $$ it's quite impossible to get into green unless I'll start aggressively shottaking soon, might do that, might not do that. Last time it didn't end well..
The thing with aggro BR approach that tilts me is not the money I can lose. I don't feel the money while playing at all, but it's the idea of moving down and needing to grind a long time again to be in the same position with the goal of highstakes, that **** makes me depressed. A month ago I was in the position where if things would've gone a bit better, I would've pretty much been at my poker endgoal, which is grinding/bumhunting 1k.
Well that was long, but was bored. Decided to stop grinding weekends until 5am because so -lifeEV. Gonna go sleep now.