made new thread
https://forumserver.twoplustwo.com/1...hread-1702310/
thanks for folowing along here boys and girls and apologies for not updateing much lately, havent been in the best of places and have dealt with a number of things pretty badly, gonna work on many things that have gone wrong in the new thread and document my progress along the way. have high hopes in many areas of my life i can actively improve on so should be an interesting read in december.
peace