haha the legend himself, and prob the main reason i even am in this forum in the first place

na i followed bena for his updates and he followed me back only to find an entirely empty void of darkness with 0 posts and no profile info

i m really not into these social media things i think its generally jsut what these threads used to be in the past for me - a bunch fo bragging and fake persona shitposting and fake posing and all those things. i ve been there an di didnt like it so its geenrally not for me.

(not at all intended as a shot at guys like bena who actually made great content on there but thats imo the vast minority)

thnaks for dropping by dude and hope u been doing well

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HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!

havent had anything to post as i didnt really have a high volume month and all the holidays happened so ya end of year was nice and quiet

2021 has gone down as the sickest year of my life to date, here s hoping i ll be able to get close or surpass that going forward

good luck out there

I can't believe its been so long since we all met up.
Can comp relate to the social media stuff. I use insta strictly for cats, because pets are life.

Hope that 2022 is gonna be a crush year for you again and can continue the good eoy results & vibes throughout it.

Sounds like you had a great year bud, glgl in 2022!

kinda funny i was rereading this thread and came across these two quotes and funnily enough i maanaged to hit basically a double or triple sunday of all sundays on a random thursday abotu a year later. i can confirm that it felt very surreal and also felt a bunch of relief as it meant i was almsot set financially for a lot of the intermediate future. i recall quite vividly tha ti didnt allow myself to feel any validation as it came up in a number of covnersations following the score and every time i tried to wave it off as 'there s no such thing as deserved in poker' while everybody kept trying to tell me that it had been in fact deserved. to this day i dont want to see it that way because doing so would automatically mean i d had a severe case of entitlement tilt and i pride myself in not really having that and being analytical and methodical about my whole approach to poker. but clearly me phrasing it as 'not allowing myself to..' means theres something in me that wants to

psychology is fkn werd man.

anyway i m still playing offpeak and still loving it and at this poitn cannot imagine how anybody playing less than 300$ abi would ever out of free will choose the lifestyle of plaiyng peak time in europe, so lookign back that severe downer i had last year prob was one of the best things that could have happened to me.

hope everybody is doing well and has a great summer peace

been gone a while glad to see blkman is goin strong

update?