Hey guys, thought I would make a thread. After my bi yearly blowup I am in the worst position of my life.
I have been a profitable poker player for over a decade but depression and gambling addiction have pretty much ruined my life. Due to some family issues and personal ones I have used it as an excuse to blast off my bankroll many times and never hold myself accountable.
Right now I have about 145k in debt after my most recent spaz. Earlier today I got a call about someone I know going in for their third cancer surgery and it got me thinking about my life and how disappointed I would be with how my life turned out if a died tomorrow.
So with that said I am giving it one last shot before I quit poker and move on to something else.
My risk of ruin is extremely high with only 3 buy ins and I am okay with that. If it wasnt meant to be than I am going to move on to something else. Either way I want to be happy for once.
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