I'm typing this tilted but I think its best to save those thoughts as well
So my 4 buyin shot didn't go well, this pattern seems to keep happening. I Loose some big all in, then start playing tilted or more aggressive and it always ends with ''just going all in'' cuss ''these whales'' call with anything.
I've tried this now maybe 5 times and every time it goes quite similar. Not sure what to do about it. When this happens I'm really mad at myself that I keep making the same mistake and also there's a victim mindset of that I'm getting unlucky on my shots.
Also when I started playing poker at 2nl I had this vision to some day beat 25nl. At the time it seemed impossible to reach so probably now that still effects me.
At 10nl I feel totally comfortable and relax and then I play the best. When I loose multiple buy ins in a few moments time I don't tilt at all, But when I shot take all these things come up.
PokerStars - $0.25 NL FAST (6 max) - Holdem - 6 players
Hand converted by Holdem Manager 3
BTN: $25.10 (100.4 bb)
SB: $24.79 (99.2 bb)
BB: $13.98 (55.9 bb)
UTG: $37.57 (150.3 bb)
MP: $25.00 (100 bb)
Hero (CO): $25.00 (100 bb)
SB posts $0.10, BB posts $0.25
Pre Flop: (pot: $0.35) Hero has :kd: :kh:
2 folds,
Hero raises to $0.62,
BTN raises to $2.25, SB calls $2.15, BB calls $2.00,
Hero raises to $25.00 and is all-in, fold, SB calls $22.54 and is all-in, BB calls $11.73 and is all-in
Flop: ($65.81, 3 players) :2h: :8d: :6h:
Turn: ($65.81, 3 players) :3h:
River: ($65.81, 3 players) :2c:
Results: $65.81 pot ($2.00 rake)
Final Board: :2h: :8d: :6h: :3h: :2c:
SB shows :qh: :th::
(Flush, Queen High)
Main Pot: [$44.19]: (Pre 14%, Flop 30%, Turn 86%)
Side Pot: [$21.62]: (Pre 16%, Flop 30%, Turn 86%)
Hero shows :kd: :kh::
(Two Pair, Kings and Twos)
Main Pot: [$44.19]: (Pre 68%, Flop 62%, Turn 14%)
Side Pot: [$21.62]: (Pre 84%, Flop 70%, Turn 14%)
BB shows :9h: :9s::
(Two Pair, Nines and Twos)
Main Pot: [$44.19]: (Pre 18%, Flop 8%, Turn 0%)
SB wins $63.81
PokerStars - $0.25 NL FAST (6 max) - Holdem - 6 players
Hand converted by Holdem Manager 3
BTN: $31.37 (125.5 bb)
SB: $25.00 (100 bb)
Hero (BB): $25.00 (100 bb)
UTG: $25.40 (101.6 bb)
MP: $18.70 (74.8 bb)
CO: $24.26 (97 bb)
SB posts $0.10, Hero posts BB $0.25
Pre Flop: (pot: $0.35) Hero has J
A
3 folds,
BTN raises to $0.65, fold,
Hero raises to $3.00, BTN calls $2.35
Flop: ($6.10, 2 players) 9
2
J
Hero bets $1.75, BTN calls $1.75
Turn: ($9.60, 2 players) 3
Hero bets $6.42, BTN calls $6.42
River: ($22.44, 2 players) 4
Hero bets $13.83 and is all-in, BTN calls $13.83
Results: $50.10 pot ($2.00 rake)
Final Board: 9
2
J
3
4
Hero shows J
A
:
(One Pair, Jacks)
(Pre 60%, Flop 95%, Turn 91%)
BTN shows 5
6
:
(Straight, Six High)
(Pre 40%, Flop 5%, Turn 9%)
BTN wins $48.10
PokerStars - $0.25 NL FAST (6 max) - Holdem - 6 players
Hand converted by Holdem Manager 3
BTN: $33.68 (134.7 bb)
SB: $24.65 (98.6 bb)
BB: $40.83 (163.3 bb)
UTG: $27.81 (111.2 bb)
MP: $25.00 (100 bb)
Hero (CO): $25.12 (100.5 bb)
SB posts $0.10, BB posts $0.25
Pre Flop: (pot: $0.35) Hero has A
A
2 folds,
Hero raises to $0.62, fold,
SB raises to $2.11, fold,
Hero raises to $5.25, SB calls $3.14
Flop: ($10.75, 2 players) 5
9
Q
SB checks,
Hero bets $19.87 and is all-in, SB calls $19.40 and is all-in
Turn: ($49.55, 2 players) 6
River: ($49.55, 2 players) 6
Results: $49.55 pot ($2.00 rake)
Final Board: 5
9
Q
6
6
SB shows J
Q
:
(Flush, Queen High)
(Pre 19%, Flop 46%, Turn 84%)
Hero shows A
A
:
(Two Pair, Aces and Sixes)
(Pre 81%, Flop 54%, Turn 16%)
SB wins $47.55