Hey TroothSayer, I'm really glad you addressed that. But before we do, let's point out some things.
Going radio silent without even logging in for basically 6+ months, and then showing up just on queue to respond to my accusations is a nice warm feeling inside. Makes me know I got an extra spicy fan out there, just updating and looking for my posts. Considering the fact that this thread got buried; can you tell me if you bookmarked my thread, or just scrolled for my name individually? Maybe you should DM me on discord, gimme your best shot. I'll have snacks on standby.
Regarding your father, let's make this quick (once again). If you were successful, bought a house/property, owned some things to show for your "poker income", your parents (or father) would not doubt your poker prowess as you mentioned. Basically if you showed your father a 6 figure tax income, he wouldn't be wondering if you could beat 2/5 or 5/10. In other words, the fact that your own bloodline thinks you're not gonna have a successful career, means you're barely clinging on in your DAILY LIFE situation right now (at least in their eyes). If I'm so off the mark here, then step up and show us otherwise. No need for excuses.
As for spiraling and losing everything and basically being at an all-time-nut-low as you claim;
1. High stakes PLO: I had an amazing deal, where I WON money, and the investors basically broke even. I was raking on average $800/hour off the table on average when I was mass tabling, and ended up winning close to 17bb/100 pre rake. So before you say I didn't succeed, maybe you should re-check the thread again. Why am I not still playing High stakes PLO then? How many 25/50 and 50/100 PLO6 games you know that are private ran, with 100% money vouched, and have 90% vpip whales that will let also me play? Lmk.
2. Ranting at other posters. I basically made 1 post per month for the last several months, and rarely checked in for weeks at a time. Heck I'm glad I got to check in this week, otherwise I would've missed this gem. I'm actually too busy playing video games to be angry at the world, or at you for that matter. In fact, I actually forgot about you, until the last guy mentioned something that resparked my fuel. And given by the information we have on you; yeah my money is, you're failing life right now. You can say whatever you want, but if you wanna prove it, feel free. It's just what I think. And I'm usually pretty accurate with my speculations.
3. Failing donkament package. Well for starters, I sold out a $20K package at 1.20 MU within 15-30 minutes and I didn't even get to spread it to all my connects. So clearly there's more donks out there that believe in me, than myself. And that def shocks you. Anyways I failed to play through, because I'm not stressed for money. And I'm not saying it to brag, I'm saying it to declare that I have the freedom and ability to skip out on 1K and 3.5K MTTs with 20% MU, to stay home, play maplestory m, and go card count at will, because it's simply more fun to me at the moment than making a few hundred bucks in EV. -- Does this sound like the decision of someone at a nut low, clinging on to money?
4. "Couldn't succeed at lower stakes, and are back at blackjack." --- I'll leave my response to the imagination of whoever is reading this.
Lastly you know what natural selection thinks? It's highly possible my engagement ring is going to cost more than your entire poker bankroll combined.