43buyins with 5buyins for a shot
so $430 deposited shot 16nl at $510 grind out 43buyins for 16nl and 5buy in shot $813 move back down if drop to $430 etc etc until at 200nl (maybe just 50nl as if judging the table count it really drops off past 50nl on regular tables, zoom not so much)
48-56hrs a week is the plan want to cram for 4months
i have no work well not regular just finished a job and nothing is planned so i need money anyways rents £390 month for room in so thats coming out end each month
just holdem for now and probably the whole 4months, will purge database be done challenge at end the 4months cause im weird and its autumn so fresh start dont wanna go into new year with old ****, but be nice if i can have $/£200 holem and omaha roll by that point overly ambitious yh but whatevs, in fact possibly play live poker if this goes ok september to 2024 but obviously i wont be updating on that as this account literally for this challenge goal, made it more to make sure i get the hrs in played not faff around watching hrs of porn or youtube or tiktok.
not sure when ill update dont wanna do it super regular maybe weekly to fortnightly.
got my money for food covered for about 6weeks which is handy, but rent need sorted.

slight update i did got a springtime 100% deposit bonus si the £345/$430 got 30days to release as much it as can do, im going to stay at 10nl till ive won $510 in game then withdraw my initial deposit and move up, think benefit be less stress and can see what my edge is instead moving up feel stressed straight away as technically the 5buyin be all that won in game if did, so ill stay 10nl till made $510 at the table and or in rakeback so can withdraw my initial seed deposit the £345 as that can go partly towards rent anyways travel food then shot 16nl for the 5 buyins



think will cause me far less unnecessary stress dont wanna tilt cause stress, last night the session went ok breakeven at first but got better as night went on but think more cause people getting sloppy tired odd donation, ive made few myself tonight or questionable light calls for a stack, nothing mad mad tonight kinda quiet for friday, guess cause spring summer, no happy werent complete **** show didnt log all the hrs wanted short by 1/2 hr technically i dropped off some good tables cause id been playing too long and just wanted drink to eat but its whatever i was quite tame tonight played more defensive trappy than typical for me, normally i just try milk anyway feeling positive just ha double solar eclipse and 420 so energies good or more should i say my mood, energy wise i dead as **** but yh im positive for once about this summer, its a short amount time to actually focus on a goal really whats 4months, ive wasted that easily first 4months this year and the 4months before this year really past 8-13months technically longer been complete **** show in my life, nice be positive about something, i can change everything in my life and there are things trapping tying me to my situation at moment and have been years but yh i dunno i feel good i woke up today after my dream feeling just mentally like yh **** it lets stop faffing about like a muppet, so you cant change everything big whoop you can do a little something or attempt still.

small manageable goals seasonal ish goals think gonna be way i go plan for most all things in life now, otherwise ill continuously plan never do, ive not really done anything at all in any shape or form for 6-7years in truth ive had half baked plans but lots setbacks lots i cant help but also ive allowed it to destroy impact ones i can or the few i genuinely could or can, being a actual gambler doesnt help though also gambling has helped, in a stupid way as know gambling ruins lives and its doubleedged sword its probably saved mine initially, then again so did drink before i became sober really the stopping did more harm set me back alot.

anyways im feeling good for the summer get summer out way build a roll hopefully then workout whether im bothering with live for the winter as always wanted to actually play live in first place, mean might be good idea if purging my database end summer might just be good for change scenery train up and back gonna be expensive though, see how it goes i guess.