Sick graph's

but isn't your RB higher then the 47% ?

glgl JD, get dat 200k

GL Bro and hope things get better for you w/e is going on it will get better.

wow, very solid results! glgl this month!

Thanks for shipping the free roll more
Money to lose at PLO

Oh damn, you're quitting poker?!

Bada-Bump.

sick place ur renting! how much is the rent per month?

Forgot to post my goals, thought about it after I posted them in another subforum last night

[ ] Don't kill myself because of how disgusting this world is and how non worthy of life 99% of the human population is



oh and

[ ] 200k vpps
[ ] 20k+ profit post rb


Gonna start up here soon, gla!






Naw, I haven't hit SNE yet so it's lower until I do reach it. Here's a breakdown of the 'rakeback' chart

http://fpppro.com/pokerstars-rakeback.php

Thx

Thx, yea I'm making really good money (+60k the past 3 months and few days) but I've just been realizing how worthless this world is that we live in and how absolutely ridiculous most people are.

Tyty u2

Haha yw, happy degening

haha wp, got meeeee

Okay.

1400/month is the overall rent but i overpay, probably should only be 1250-1300 but didnt bother to try to negotiate with the owner because he wouldnt have budged

gl next month man #nodaysoff (sun)

So do you count yourself as a member of the top 1% human population worthy of life, or are you contemplating suicide because you don't consider yourself in the top 1%?

lolhumans! They are something many many people struggle with. It's a serious black hole that conscientious people can fall into. Best I could do for my own mindset was lowering my general expectations (YMMV).

When you look at other species, they can be pretty redic and disgusting also. But it's hard to blame a dog for being a dog. Those 99% of humans are just gonna human... a lot. The 1% can be pretty amazing tho (altho all will human from time to time obv). GL with the struggle.

And GL with the goals!

depressing mood change itt. obv a lotta crappy people in the world but there's a lotta good people too. don't dwell too much on the negative imo.

Tyty, you too. Hopefully I can start not failing at volume

I'm not quite sure yet, all i know is I'm not as much of a ****** as most of the people I've met in my life, I'm gonna try to just take Max Cut's advice and just let **** slide more, been just feeling really tilty at everything lately.

Tyty for this! And ty, gl this month as well

Yea gonna try to just start letting **** roll of my shoulder, ty

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Lol got a couple messages from people worried if I was gonna do something...some of you will be happy and some of you may not (), but I don't plan on killing myself anytime soon, just really frustrated at just about everything in life lately which is pretty lulz considering I've made more money the past 3 months than I did all of 2011.

Anyhow, will try to have a more positive outlook on life and hopefully it'll reflect in this thread.

Today I've put in 2.1 hours of grinding so far, I'm about to put in another short session in a few mins and then will be off to StartingGun, OctavianC and King-Nit's penthouse and do my usual monday night routine...watch MNF and drink with them. Will come home and grind after that, every single day I choose to play I'm not quitting before I get at least 8k vpps, preferably 10k+ vpps.

Solid start to the day, redline is now >1% over my sample of 200s which is sweet. Hopefully keep it rollin!




Will do an update when I'm done totally on the night, gl to everyone grinding turbo night tonight

hi, did you grind at merge right? what kind of sng's did you play there, the superturbos 300 chips 3 mins?

People do ******ed and douchy things all the time, that doesn't make them ******s. Different people are good in different things and different people find different things important and it is unfair to judge an entire character on those differences. I literally know like one or two people irl that I could honestly say that I have no real reason to think they are ******s/douches/... Yet there are a ton of people in my life that I consider awesome people and that are deff "good".

I think because poker players tend to analyse every situation in life like they do in poker, they might even be extra sensitive to judging like this. I know I judge people way too fast and need to remind myself all the time that not every person works in the same way or has the same views as me. And while I often think to myself "how can you think like that, you are a ****ing ******...", it is just as wrong to argue that that one thing is enough to validate that entire person as a ****** .

tl;dr indeed be more patient with people and let **** slide

Yea, I turned off the HUD for real life, otherwise you decide this guy is a ****** too easily.

Just stay chill and toss the people who annoy you out of your life

Yea the super turbos ^, soft games for sure.

Yea need to start doing this more for sure

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Ended up having a solid day on the tables, kinda failed at hours/volume but the games were absolutely grosser than gross today, taking some getting used to playing 6reg games all the time, but slowly starting to accept it.

Ended up getting 2nd in the $109 turbo 15k tonight, lost 99 to 77 AIPF for all the chips, oh well what can you do.

Poker Stars No Limit Hold'em Tournament - t/t Blinds - 2 players
DeucesCracked Poker Videos Hand History Converter

Hero (BB): t193161 1 BBs
BTN/SB: t248839 1 BBs

Pre Flop: (t0) Hero is BB with 9 9
BTN/SB raises to t10500, Hero raises to t22775, BTN/SB raises to t244464, Hero calls t170386 all in

Flop: (t386322) 7 8 K (2 players - 1 is all in)

Turn: (t386322) 8 (2 players - 1 is all in)

River: (t386322) K (2 players - 1 is all in)

Final Pot: t386322
Hero shows 9 9
BTN/SB shows 7 7
BTN/SB wins t386322
(Rake: t-4375)









SNG graph:






VPPs: 542,602.42


Gonna go to bed here within the next 1-1.5 hrs, hopefully games will be softer tomorrow but if not, would like to keep the heatttt up!

Solid grind.

December is going to suck because all the regulars will be finishing SNE

lol at having yourself color labeled.

its easier to find urself in a mtt lobby, whats so lol about it?;p

but then he prob tries and double regs 200s casue he sees a fish in

Yeaaaa games gonna be grosssss

Hehe yea, its mostly because of what bbfg said, so I can read the hyper lobbies easier

you know it

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Just woke up, think I might finally have a schedule figured out that I'd like to try to follow. Basically wake up at 11am, be ready to start at 11:30am with the hot 75 and 51 fr hyper. Then quit loading soon after I bust the last 109 turbo of the night, the 109 12k that starts at 1am my time and unwind for the night. Now, if I could get myself to load longer and to take shorter breaks, we'll be in business . I've never been good at keeping schedules tho, so we'll see .

Anyhow, gonna start loading sngs at the top of the hour after sync break, glgl all today!

Solid start to the day, taking a quick break and then will be back at it for another session before hitting up Mongolian Grill for dinner. Games were pretty gross, but not as bad as yesterday which is nice...think I actually got a couple 2 fish games today instead of just hoping there was 1 fish/game like yesterday.

Had a pretty lol hand come up in my session, haven't ever seen a royal flush run out on the board, first time for everything!






Will post a final update on the day when I'm completely done, hopefully with another good graph!